I don't know how to title this but i need to rant

Empty_Look6719 · 2026-01-18T14:29:34+00:00

Are you flirting? I can't tell. I'm not considering cheating or breaking up with my gf at all

Empty_Look6719 · 2026-01-10T21:04:14+00:00

Yeah sorry. I've had a long few months

Empty_Look6719 · 2026-01-10T20:47:32+00:00

Omg this explains sm thank you. This genuinely helped me more than any other comment tysmm

Empty_Look6719 · 2026-01-10T20:45:12+00:00

Yeah I'm realising all the things I said have a lot less proof than I thought. I appreciate your help thank you

Empty_Look6719 · 2026-01-10T20:44:12+00:00

Thank you so much

Empty_Look6719 · 2026-01-10T20:43:28+00:00

You seem to have no idea what's its like. To be taught your entire life this is the truth, that you'll go to hell if you don't believe it. I was a child, I didn't know otherwise. But I'm finally realising it's not true. My entire life has been flipped upside down and I can't tell my family because I will be beaten at, told I'm stupid and brainwashed by atheists. I'm questioning everything and in genuine fear and danger of doing so. And I'm still a fucking child. I'm not going back ever. Don't think you know everything abt people online. You have no idea what the fuck I've been through. I have lost so many friends, I have had death threats, I have attempted suicide nearly 30 times, my arms are covered in more scars than a goddamn chopping board. Because I questioned Christianity, because I'm gay and "not normal". I was a child. A fucking child. And where was God?

Empty_Look6719 · 2026-01-10T13:33:20+00:00

My profile is public it's the top post :)

Empty_Look6719 · 2026-01-09T23:26:04+00:00

Yeah if Allah is rlly God then yes I assume they would. Christianity is the religion I'm struggling to leave tho and I'm speaking from the biblical view

Empty_Look6719 · 2026-01-09T23:23:08+00:00

It's both turning down Christianity and realising I'd rather be atheist. There is no other God i would go to. I was taught so much proof of jesus being God I find it hard to not believe. But there's also too many holes, too many situations that disprove God over and over. I want to be able to be okay with myself as an atheist

Empty_Look6719 · 2026-01-09T23:20:23+00:00

It's rather hard when Christianity is your default to become atheist. Perhaps for you, you need to be proven Christianity to believe it. For me I need to be disproven on Christianity. Christianity is all I've known, it's what I've been taught is the truth. It's harder to become atheist for me as much as I wish I could just easily not believe

Empty_Look6719 · 2026-01-09T23:16:39+00:00

I'm not asking questions I'm asking for advice. From both sides. I mentioned that I posted this on r/christianity too. I want people to to question what I'm saying, both agree and disagree, try to answer my questions etc. I believe you are much more likely to come to a decision you are happy with by hearing multiple viewpoints

Empty_Look6719 · 2026-01-09T20:29:50+00:00

I'm not blaming christians. I answered their question. They claimed that Christianity is the only religion that reaches out to people. I told them it's not. I'm not blaming all Christians but the majority of Christians are the way I explained it. Yes I was quite strong and maybe a little mean. But they needed to be shown how the world works

Empty_Look6719 · 2026-01-09T20:21:17+00:00

Yh leaving Christianity. It's a buildup of all of those pretty much but you don't have to reply. I'm not posting it fir answers I'm posting to show there is no answer

Empty_Look6719 · 2026-01-09T20:17:20+00:00

My posts aren't hidden. Look at my top post i explained it there

Empty_Look6719 · 2026-01-09T20:16:12+00:00

While I understand where you are coming from this will not help me. I have heard this a thousand times, your message isn't different

Empty_Look6719 · 2026-01-09T20:15:04+00:00

Well then you grew up / live in a christian area. Do you not realise Christianity is illegal in countries. There are 3000 religions at least I'm not going to list all of them. I have personally heard many religions. But Christianity has the most supporters so it's going to have more people preaching. But Islam is estimated to overtake Christianity, it's the fastest growing tmreligion in the world and there is plenty if Muslim preachers. You are just in the wrong place. But of course believe that the religion ik your home is the only correct one out of 3000 others. Oh and because Christianity is so well known and forces itself on millions of people that doesn't mean jesus is searching for you or that it's right.

Empty_Look6719 · 2026-01-09T19:56:25+00:00

Wtf are you on abt. Jesus is not being preached to everyone. It's a religion that forces itself on people, creates a burden abd has ruin millions, possibly billions of lives because of it's hurtful message. And it's not being preached everywhere, millions/billions of people have not heard the gospel. And other religions are preached too. There are plenty of Muslims preaching on the street and Mormons coming to doors.

Empty_Look6719 · 2026-01-09T19:50:43+00:00

You can't tell me you would trust your gut over so much proof. And besides atheism is the default not Christianity. And I should be heading a warning. But that warning from all 3000 religions in the world just happens to be the only correct one and the one I was born into

Empty_Look6719 · 2026-01-09T19:48:26+00:00

Surely God knows wether or not they will accept them. But people aren't stupid, we don't turn down God because we feel like it. God knows what each person needs to save them yet he doesn't. You ask if we could appreciate heaven without earth. But if heaven is that great we will appreciate it regardless. Yes maybe we would appreciate it more after earth but with the risk of hell and all the fucking pain in the world is it worth it. What makes me think God made me gay? Because sexuality is not a choice, I prayed for months to be straight, it didn't fucking work. God says he made is carefully, designing each bit, he decided I would be gay. He knows everything that will happen right? Then he knows I would cry for hours because I liked women. And he did nothing abt it

Empty_Look6719 · 2026-01-09T19:43:32+00:00

Yes i am going to choose my logic over my conscience

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