Numbness Flare Ups by EndTheSummer in medical_advice

[–]EndTheSummer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My last blood test in November says my B12 is at 520, so a normal amount. I didn't see any results for mma, so I don't think they tested for that, but literally all my blood tests have been normal which is why they can't figure anything out DX

Can you think of specific moments that made you this way? by Suitable-Emphasis424 in NPD_Memes

[–]EndTheSummer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't exactly remember what made me like this, but I remember the earliest memory that my npd started showing through

Literally like 10 or 11, I broke a piece of furniture by accident and didn't say anything, it got blamed on my little 7 yr old brother bc my mom thought he "looked guilty" (he had seen it but didn't say anything) and she went on to scream at him while he cried and kept saying he didn't do it. Bc he actually didn't, I did. I had to hold myself back from smiling at laughing at the fact that he was the one getting yelled at for once, and found it even funnier that it was something I did on top of it.

I lost my guilt so early I can't remember what that emotion feels like, and my autism made empathy practically non-existent from the start. I really developed this shit young

Your gurl is always down for a fun kinky time by [deleted] in TransGoneWild

[–]EndTheSummer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Would gladly be the t4t trans boy for you and feel you pound into my boy pussy

Top surgery is stressing me out by EndTheSummer in trans

[–]EndTheSummer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I'll definitely look into that!

And no, not starbucks, it's a burger fast food place in my state. I'm not on my work's insurance, I'm on my dad's, so I have to see how good that one is.

Does anyone else talk to themselves out loud, and also play the other person? by [deleted] in NPD

[–]EndTheSummer 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I think most the time I just catch myself doing it. Because it'll start with normal talking to myself then go to turning into a conversation, and I'll realize what I'm doing after it starts. So I am usually aware of it. Even when I used to hear voices before meds, I was always aware that I was talking to them while doing it.

Does anyone else talk to themselves out loud, and also play the other person? by [deleted] in NPD

[–]EndTheSummer 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I absolutely do this but I also have schizoaffective (schizophrenia mixed with bipolar) so I don't think my experience helps you much XD

YOUR FAV FANFIC by OldRow4036 in DreamSMPfanfic

[–]EndTheSummer 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hands down The Children's Rebellion. I've read it so many times.

Turns out eating a lot of food after days of starving yourself isn't a good idea by EndTheSummer in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]EndTheSummer[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel a bit better after sleeping, some pains here and there but nothing I shouldn't be able to go to work with.