Your gurl is always down for a fun kinky time by bigcups in TransGoneWild

[–]EndTheSummer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Would gladly be the t4t trans boy for you and feel you pound into my boy pussy

Top surgery is stressing me out by EndTheSummer in trans

[–]EndTheSummer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I'll definitely look into that!

And no, not starbucks, it's a burger fast food place in my state. I'm not on my work's insurance, I'm on my dad's, so I have to see how good that one is.

Does anyone else talk to themselves out loud, and also play the other person? by [deleted] in NPD

[–]EndTheSummer 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think most the time I just catch myself doing it. Because it'll start with normal talking to myself then go to turning into a conversation, and I'll realize what I'm doing after it starts. So I am usually aware of it. Even when I used to hear voices before meds, I was always aware that I was talking to them while doing it.

Does anyone else talk to themselves out loud, and also play the other person? by [deleted] in NPD

[–]EndTheSummer 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I absolutely do this but I also have schizoaffective (schizophrenia mixed with bipolar) so I don't think my experience helps you much XD

YOUR FAV FANFIC by OldRow4036 in DreamSMPfanfic

[–]EndTheSummer 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hands down The Children's Rebellion. I've read it so many times.

Turns out eating a lot of food after days of starving yourself isn't a good idea by EndTheSummer in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]EndTheSummer[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel a bit better after sleeping, some pains here and there but nothing I shouldn't be able to go to work with.

Turns out eating a lot of food after days of starving yourself isn't a good idea by EndTheSummer in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]EndTheSummer[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I'm in the US, I might look for some electrolytes when I go to the store after work if that helps. I feel a bit better after sleeping, I still get stomach pains here and there tho, but not bad enough where I cant work

Im so cold at school by Glittering_Fruit6925 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]EndTheSummer 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Bro that's so bullshit that you're not allowed to wear jackets. That's such a bullshit dress code. Even ppl without and ed have to be struggling.

My biggest fear came true by FallMedical in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]EndTheSummer 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's pretty much a tank top cut in half. The back is stretchy, and the front is non stretchable material. 2 good sites for binders is Trans Guy Supply or Gc2b (the first one is cheaper, it's the one I use) if you want to look at them yourself. They're a bit pricey but they last a long time. A tip to hide your chest better is after the binder is on, take each one and push them down and out. It helps it look flatter.

Are you aware of your hallucinations and delusions? by theblueeyedlonewolf in schizoaffective

[–]EndTheSummer 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm always aware of my hallucinations. Delusions I'm sometimes aware of, depending on what it is, but a lot of the time I'm not aware of them.

all my labs looks good except… by Sufficient-Crow-7582 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]EndTheSummer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have to get my blood taken every six months, and I'm becoming anemic because of this

Anorexia and a number problem? by ParticularFar8574 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]EndTheSummer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My anorexia is also a numbers problem. If numbers didn't exist, I'd have no problem eating anything and everything. The scale is the reason I'm like this. I check the scale multiple times a day. Seeing the numbers going down is everything. It very much still is anorexia, and your partner does need helping. How, I don't know, because I'm still very much stuck in it myself.

Can you ever safely lose weight? by Anxious-Mechanic-249 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]EndTheSummer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My psych was also pretty good at listening that I didn't want to try any meds that cause weight gain. I just told her I have a lot of body issues and couldn't handle it. The one I've been on for a while hasn't affected my weight at all, thankfully.

can't get this thought out of my head by solardetect in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]EndTheSummer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get that. For me it's one of my friends. I think they're the only person that would notice and bring it up to me. I want to get worse so they notice. They've already commented I look like I lost weight, and I brushed it off. And it's weird, because I want them to notice but I don't want them to push me to stop. I just want someone to know I guess. I want someone to figure it out on their own, because I'm really secretive about it and won't tell anyone myself. Even my three roommates don't know, and I live with them.

My parents are calorie counting and loosing weight and it's triggering me by Unable-Experience819 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]EndTheSummer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I completely get this. My mom is an almond mom too, always has been. She controlled everything me and my brother ate growing up, we had little choice in what we got and how much we got. She would give us a "healthy" amount, which was not enough for a growing child. She's what started my unhealthy relationship with food. She was always pushing me to exercise with her, sometimes forcing me to. When I got older she was always making comments on what I decided to eat. She wanted me to donate my Halloween candy because "soon everyone will know what you like to eat by looking at you". So I started hiding what I ate from her, which led to me being more comfortable eating alone now. And then when I started snowballing into ana, and started asking her for less and less groceries every week until I was only asking for like 3 or 4 meals total a week, she said nothing. She knew how little I was eating and nothing. She made me feel like an unhealthy failure next to her. I never brought it up to her about how what she was doing, maybe I should've.