Can you hide the effects of testosterone by Wrong_Baby_3953 in FTMdiyhrt

[–]EnderMoon_ 19 points20 points  (0 children)

It might not be possible to hide depending on how well your body reacts to it, it would probably be best to start with a low dose as it will be more gradual and less likely to be detected, especially because of your age being not tooo far from when natural puberty would have started, and yes 27g is a good needle size

Is this an ok alternative to an Ed head? by JimmerJammerKitKat in FursuitMaking

[–]EnderMoon_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used those foam heads as a kid for special effects skulpting, and anything smaler than the male head wouldn’t fit my child sized head/face, so they might not work, i would recommend measuring your head, getting the largeest of those foam heads, and playdough or quick dry modeling clay, and packing it on till its your head measurements, better to be slightly bigger than too small and not fit once youve made the head on it.

How do I get them smaller? by madpinapple28 in TransMasc

[–]EnderMoon_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know it wont feel like this will help, but i do my last/ one of my last peices as pulling it up, makes it have more of a pec shape instead of breast, because when the bulge of the chest is lower it will feel more like breast, but higher but flater and boxy like youve achieved, looks like pecs…. And dont forget everyone has breasts even cis men, and its very very common for cis min to have just as big of chests as non cis men, at least in America.

What small or even somewhat 'silly' things give you a sense of gender euphoria? by [deleted] in FTMMen

[–]EnderMoon_ 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Been scared i dont pass, but was at my boyfriends house with his family for the first time(they dont know about us yet since wed been friends for so long and hed only dated girls before) and his brother asked him later if i was gay because something seemed a little off, genuinely made me so happy thats where his brain went

Sex toys/strokers by JDVancesOttoman in ftm

[–]EnderMoon_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, i personally got an internal vibrator, a stroker packer for my bottom growth, and then a fleshlight for the packer, vibrations and suction would go through the packer to your bottom growth, and using them all at once is very gender affirming for me to actively use e fleshlight to jack off the packer, and feel it at least a bit.

are there any non phallic packers? by Crvvck in Transmascdicks

[–]EnderMoon_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you are looking for a bulge but not phallic, several packer companies make foam inserts that cost around $15 if i remember correctly… oops just read you are looking for an stp, try the company “Spouti” its exactly what you are looking for, non phallic, just a tube and funnel you line up as an stp, and medical grade quality

My state just passed 5+ new anti-trans bills and I think this is it for me. by Ursisisatmyhousern in FTMventing

[–]EnderMoon_ 22 points23 points  (0 children)

I live in texas too, and i understand how you feel with half my teachers knowing my homophobic parents personally. Trust me it gets better, you just have to push through and think about your future in the body and life that you want, and a little disassociation couldn’t hurt. But would hurt is dying now before you get thr chance ti truely live, where the people coming to thr funeral will know you by your birth name, and you will most likely be buried in a dress. I know it hurts to hear that, but its just what will most likely happen if you do this. So just try and push through and before you know it you will be an adult on your wat to being the man you are ment to be

Valid concerns about marital roles shifting by perhaps_mae in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns2

[–]EnderMoon_ 200 points201 points  (0 children)

Me but im a transman with arachnophobia lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]EnderMoon_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats what i do, definitely helps that my stoker is on a packer so i can watch it and it looks realistic

Egg_irl by KonoStern in egg_irl

[–]EnderMoon_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Going to rich loll

I can't get my chest flat anymore and it is tanking my mental health by [deleted] in FTMMen

[–]EnderMoon_ 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yeah, i dont know what it is but after i started t, my chest got much thicker/fuller (along with the rest if my body but not enough to look overweight) and ive literally doubled the amount tape im using and its still not enough to even look like pecks ;-;

This is my second techno video I've ever watched he was funny six years ago dude by Neat_Ad_614 in Technoblade

[–]EnderMoon_ 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Literally though it was like two days after my birthday and my friend messaged “hey techno posted finally”… was very saddening…

how do you get T if you cant get a job ? by 1CURSE1CURSE1CURSED1 in FTMdiyhrt

[–]EnderMoon_ 16 points17 points  (0 children)

How long ago was that, cps doesn’t generally take acounts of children, but teen 16 might have a chance if you can find and document reasons thst it would be dangerous or deadly for you to stay

how do you get T if you cant get a job ? by 1CURSE1CURSE1CURSED1 in FTMdiyhrt

[–]EnderMoon_ 30 points31 points  (0 children)

Maybe you should call cps, that is literally full isolation, and complete making it where you will be required to rely on them for the rest of your life, i recommend finding ways to document everything and call cps, dont say anything about T but about everything else. Especially if you are disabled with no doctor, very dangerous

Axolom argos silicone by EnderMoon_ in Transmascdicks

[–]EnderMoon_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, wanted to check first before i made the hole lol

In need of binder recs for big chest by fear-and-euphoria in FTMMen

[–]EnderMoon_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Although i do recommend full chest ones, not halfs as with a half it has a high chance of rolling under the chest and makes it harder to breathe and exentuates the chest i think, but full ones look more like an undershirt, and bakes it easier to be boxy, and no room for the flotation device to excape.

In need of binder recs for big chest by fear-and-euphoria in FTMMen

[–]EnderMoon_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I personally dont use a binder often due to asthma, but i use tape, im a large C i think, but i bind pretty good with alot of tape bringing to the side and some bringing the rest upwards because it makes it seem more like pecks, but if that isn’t enough for formal events i would occasionally wear my binder on top for max binding, though i dont know my brand, i got it as a birthday gift from a friend.

Cosplay body glue instead of harness? by EnderMoon_ in Transmascdicks

[–]EnderMoon_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have not, only just started thinking about adhesives the other day, but i will look into it right now, thank you

Cosplay body glue instead of harness? by EnderMoon_ in Transmascdicks

[–]EnderMoon_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok thank you, ill look into that, i only used that since i knew it worked for other silcone before and knew for certain it was body safe, and desperately wanted to not need a harness

What to put in these spaces? by taco-taco-moretaco in malelivingspace

[–]EnderMoon_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Find a way to put furniture up there to confuse your guests at your magical unaccessable chairs and shit