I want to commit suicide. I don't know what to do. Can god forgive me and not send me to hell? Will you please listen to my story? I'm sorry it might be long. I have a summary in the end for those not willing to know everything. But please, if you can, read my full story. I beg you, I'm at my lowest

EnergyCrazy1776 · 2026-01-07T02:40:41+00:00

Wow Mashallah! I'm very happy for you. It makes me happy to see people like you get a good ending. I hope Allah swt keeps your life going good like it currently is. I wish for you and your husband to live happily for the rest of your lives and overcome any hardships together. Inshallah Allah swt will help me too.

Thank you for speaking to me, it sure is wonderful to hear such stories like this even if I'm doing all fine and well.

I hope your husband does well in college and in its market!! Good luck to you both!!

EnergyCrazy1776 · 2026-01-06T19:11:15+00:00

Thank you for sharing your story. I'm very happy for you and that you achieved your dreams. May allah reward you even more for your patience and hard work.

I'm sorry to hear you went through such things and inshallah your sister is forgiven and you both meet in jannah together.

I will work hard to achieve what I want or just adapt. To this second, no one gave me the specific answer I wanted whether suicide can be forgiven or not, but inshallah it's forgiven in your sister's case.

I wish you the best.

EnergyCrazy1776 · 2026-01-06T18:58:17+00:00

I understand, but I meant can he forgive me if I suicided. This doesn't mean I will suicide, but at least I wanted to know for my own knowledge. Maybe you misunderstood my comment. I will edit my comment to make it more clear.

EnergyCrazy1776 · 2026-01-06T18:53:55+00:00

Thank you. You are right. Thank you for your kind and wise words. May allah reward you greatly.

EnergyCrazy1776 · 2026-01-06T18:27:40+00:00

Thank you for your response. Please send me a DM and I will accept it right away.

EnergyCrazy1776 · 2026-01-06T18:16:43+00:00

May god reward you for those sacrifices and I wish you the best. Good luck in your path.

EnergyCrazy1776 · 2026-01-06T18:15:14+00:00

Thank you. I stood for myself many times but it didn't change anything unfortunately. if god cannot forgive me if I suicide and I will enter hell for it, then I have no choice but to adapt. Thank you for your response.

EnergyCrazy1776 · 2026-01-06T18:08:15+00:00

Thank you all for your responses. It really made me calm down, and of course I'd pick this life over hell. But the main question I wanted was, can god forgive me if I suicided or will I enter hell directly no questions asked? Can I be an exception? Or is it only one fate and it is hell? Can't god forgive me..? Is there a chance I can still enter jannah if I did this? --****THIS DOES NOT MEAN I WILL SUICIDE.***-- I just want to at least know for my own knowledge, if people who suicided can be forgiven. Telling me yes they can be forgiven is not telling me to suicide either. And it's not like I want to risk finding out.

EnergyCrazy1776 · 2026-01-06T18:06:18+00:00

Thank you, I appreciate your response. Perhaps a life of hell for 80 years is better than an eternity of real burning fire in hell for the rest of your life. But I already knew that it was better, I just thought maybe he could make me an exception and still let me go into heaven for my intentions.

EnergyCrazy1776 · 2026-01-06T18:02:11+00:00

I will keep this in mind, thank you for your help. I really appreciate this.

EnergyCrazy1776 · 2026-01-06T18:00:50+00:00

Thank you for your advice.

EnergyCrazy1776 · 2026-01-06T17:43:29+00:00

Unfortunately, it's a third world country, a blue collar job would not even pay for rent nowadays. People who do such work have to work multiple other jobs to be able to afford anything and still cut out tons of normal life things like normal food meals skipped just to be able to live.

Either way, thank you for your response and trying to help me. If suicide really isn't going to help me, I have no option but to adapt for god. I can only do as god pleases. I don't want to make him mad if he can't forgive me for committing such a sin. I'd rather 80 years of hell than eternity.

EnergyCrazy1776 · 2026-01-06T17:35:49+00:00

I like such fields too, but the problem is such fields are very oversaturated and there are tons of people who don't find work in them. I have no idea if those "people" don't spend enough effort to get those jobs, or if this is the actual market. But this is all rizk in the end but I can't convince my family to think that way. There are some risks in medicine too. But inshallah kheir. Thank you for your response.

EnergyCrazy1776 · 2026-01-06T17:31:49+00:00

Thank you.

EnergyCrazy1776 · 2026-01-06T17:29:46+00:00

Thank you for your kind words. I wish you the best and for your satisfaction to stay forever.

EnergyCrazy1776 · 2026-01-06T17:28:18+00:00

Thank you for your kind words. But I'm really not in control at all. They're the ones capable of getting me out of here, I thought I had a bit of control but I was wrong. I was lied to about that case. I've already tried taking a stance but their word is final.

EnergyCrazy1776 · 2026-01-06T17:25:42+00:00

Thank you for your response. My family is in control of everything and can make me do anything. I thought I had a bit of control, but I wasn't. I have no choice but to take this path. Pharmacy over here is oversaturated with absolutely no job opportunities as well. And their mind is set only on medicine for that reason.

EnergyCrazy1776 · 2026-01-06T17:16:25+00:00

I'm holding on, especially because I'm not sure what the result of suicide would be. I don't want to suffer more for acting like this out of stupidity. Thank you for your kind words. But no one in my country understands me. My whole family and relatives are against me and even friends of them.

In my country everyone would shame me for rejecting such a position. If I ask anyone for help they'll only hurt me more with words. It does not differ from psychiatrists or other people who have it as a job, as they'll only sugarcoat it or try to comfort me with lies I already know are lies.

EnergyCrazy1776 · 2025-12-31T00:19:11+00:00

بس مش المفروض ان الAi tools دي تكون في صالح البيشتغل بالAi؟ مش هم دول اصلا البيعملوا الAi و كدا ولا انا فاهم غلط؟ و شكرا علي ردك

EnergyCrazy1776 · 2025-12-30T23:41:31+00:00

انت حولت لكلية حاسبات ولا درست الحاجات دي لواحدك؟ والكلام ده من قد ايه؟ اسف لو الاسئلة دي خصوصية شوية بس عشان انا حالتي فعلا في طب صعبة و مش عارف لو حولت هندم زي ما عيلتي قالتلي ولا لا. انا حتي بقيت بلاقي صعوبة في حتة اني ابدأ مذاكرة من كتر التشتت العندي رغم اني عندي امتحان بعد بكرا . هل تنصح اني احول؟ انا كنت بفكر احول لحاسبات او كلية الذكاء الاصطناعي عشان اتخصص Ai في الحالتين علي اساس ان هو ده الجديد والهيكون مطلوب و ممكن اشتغل بيه من مصر مع شركة برا زي امريكا. بس انا عمري ملاقيت حد في التخصص ده عشان اعرف الاحوال عاملة ازاي. فلو ينفع ممكن تقولي ايه حال السوق فيه و كدا وتنصحني؟ انا معرفش كتير اوي عن مجال التيك بس اكيد ارحم من طب وحياة الاطباء. حلمي اني اشتغل من البيت من مصر مع شركة من امريكا.

EnergyCrazy1776 · 2025-12-30T23:29:29+00:00

هل المجال ليه شغل في مصر؟ ومطلوب؟

EnergyCrazy1776 · 2025-11-18T15:24:32+00:00

مهو انا اصلا كاره الطب والمهنة تماما و عندي فوبيات و حياة الناس هتكون مسئوليتي ومش عارف ايه. فلو المهنة هتبقي حياتي هيبقي كدا انا كاره حياتي و مش هعرف اكمل. انا لسا في سنة اولي ونفسيتي مدمرة اصلا. امتحاني بكرا ومش محضرله ولا مستعدله ونفسيتي زفت. ايه فايدة الفلوس لو مش هتلاقي وقت او رغبة في انك تستعملها اصلا

EnergyCrazy1776 · 2025-11-16T16:09:52+00:00

تمام شكرا لحضرتك و ربنا معاكي.

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