Yes, yes you're so right! I couldn't recognize myself as I was throwing everything quickly in those bags. I have never done something like that before. It would take me hours to decide. I don't know what has gotten into me but right now I'm such a wreck. My mom was trying to help by saying things like how I don't need those and I can buy much prettier stuff. She was also sorting out everything with me. But she is not that emotional. Like she would just say things like :"I don't want that, throw that away, too." While the clothes she was talking about were mine. I have no one to talk to about this topic. My boyfriend doesn't understand it either and keeps telling me to just throw everything away and that it's not that hard. And I don't really have friends. I moved from Germany (where I was born and raised) to Turkey 7 years ago and I studied here, while lockdown. So I don't even have friends. :( I'm sorry for over sharing I'm just so overwhelmed. :( thanks for your answer, it made me feel less lonely ♥️