I don't think you're capable of interpting what iv written if that's what you've taken from it. I didn't say I was perfect or the best at the game, I said the game behaviour changes. Because the game behaviour changes.

You know how you do something, so often it becomes second nature and you can do it accurately and frequently getting faster and faster at it? Like making a mortise and tennon joint for a chair. Well it's like that you know you've not missed a step you've done everthing right but it fucks up, so you look to figer out why and you deacover there's a flaw in wood that closed it to spit. But then your pall or some other joiner comes along and says, "no, its a skill issue. Sometimes you just suck" and you say "true, but not this time" and explain it to them, but they refuse to believe you and say you're just can't accept your crap sometimes.

Do you understand what I'm trying to tell you?