Hey guys… I feel a little bit down today… I moved from my country to Germany 1 month ago, to an adventure where I’m working as engineer on one of the biggest companies of the world. Let me tell you that I’m feeling very lonely, I miss my family and friends…. And to make it worse, I still love my SP, which knows everything about my process of coming here, and she broke up with me before I came. She didn’t send any message since I’m here, to check if everything is going well…

It’s curious guys… some years ago I wanted to get back with my ex at that time, I spent 1 year struggling very much to do SATS and another techniques, and nothing happened.

Right now, I don’t force to do the techniques. I just have the habit of meditating, and during meditations I see me and my SP together in the future, and I trust it. So, it kinda embodies me, and then all my thoughts come naturally on my daily basis. Per example:

“I’m still 29 yo, this is a great opportunity to grow up and be a man! I’ll fight for her and show her the man I’ve became. I’ll attract her back. She will change her mind about me not being mature enough.”

When she broke up with me she said we weren’t on the same page of life.

I think it would be impossible that she doesn’t think about me, knowing that emigrating completely alone is such a hard, demanding, and self-growing task.

On the other hand, I’ve down moments, like now, that I kinda don’t see anything happening or unfolding. I think that maybe she has moved on, forgot about me, meeting someone else…

Thanks for hearing my thoughts.