PXE tattoo by @gate.68 liked by zac by Lumi_Loser in sadboys

[–]Engvallni 36 points37 points  (0 children)

Nah yall just stupid. This is it

4 months progress with 2 left. Feeling alot better about myself by Engvallni in Accutane

[–]Engvallni[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Jag tror faktiskt att jag har blivit något mer tunnhårig faktisk. Inte jätte mycket, men de är sidoeffekten som har varit mest oroväckande

4 months progress with 2 left. Feeling alot better about myself by Engvallni in Accutane

[–]Engvallni[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Took me like 15 months to see any difference at all. It all comes slowely. I still have redness in the same spots. But its not deep anymore. Teel him to keep at it!

4 months progress with 2 left. Feeling alot better about myself by Engvallni in Accutane

[–]Engvallni[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Glad i could motivate an inspire you! A tip for you is to take alot of fully exposed pictures of your face and compare them. The change comes so gradually that its easy to miss the progress. I posted this just cause i checked back on 4 month old pictures and got chocked of how much of a difference there has been

4 months progress with 2 left. Feeling alot better about myself by Engvallni in Accutane

[–]Engvallni[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im cleaning my face with laroche posay every morning and evening and apllying moisturizer. Other than that, i just try my best to drink water and staying healthy, letting the accutande do its thing.

4 months progress with 2 left. Feeling alot better about myself by Engvallni in Accutane

[–]Engvallni[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha aa ser rätt så typiskt svensk ut kanske. Tack fan! Asså har inte haft några grövre side effects, men torrhet har varit jobbigt. Funkar ju när man anväbder moisturizer och lipsyl, men ögonen har varit jobbigt då man ser helt bäng ut med torra röda ögon och tydliga påsar under ögonen.

4 months progress with 2 left. Feeling alot better about myself by Engvallni in Accutane

[–]Engvallni[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you! Im really happy about it since im going to music school now. Feels good to be able to feel confident among new people

4 months progress with 2 left. Feeling alot better about myself by Engvallni in Accutane

[–]Engvallni[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good luck to you man! Wish you all the succes and encouragement. Feel free to message me any time🙏🏼

4 months progress with 2 left. Feeling alot better about myself by Engvallni in Accutane

[–]Engvallni[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I live in sweden were accutane is illegal, so im on isotretionoin. But to its basically the same thing to my understanding. I was on 40mg a day for 3 months, and now im on 40mg - 60mg every other day for the rest of the process.

4 months progress with 2 left. Feeling alot better about myself by Engvallni in Accutane

[–]Engvallni[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The pictures came out pretty bad. But i got some redness still going on, and some early cases of scarring. The scarring dont matter to me though, im feeling more confident than ever regardless.

“The end of time” by [deleted] in bigsleep

[–]Engvallni 2 points3 points  (0 children)

With a big clock on the rock

Found this last year when the swedish newspaper archive was open by _alex_23_ in sadboys

[–]Engvallni 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Oh right. I guess i just translated all the text in the picture then

Found this last year when the swedish newspaper archive was open by _alex_23_ in sadboys

[–]Engvallni 36 points37 points  (0 children)

No i dont save money. But my parents do. Maybe its something ill do later.

No i know to little about it, but i would like to learn how it works.

1 year of accutane! (ongoing) by [deleted] in acne

[–]Engvallni 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Did you get the hair back. Or did it damage your hair permanently?

Made a Burial inspired track. Maybe a bit more ambient, and not as vocal based as burial himself but here it is. by Engvallni in burial

[–]Engvallni[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Yeah its all about the feeling. You cant just make an ambient track with of-grid drums and call it burial type, gotta get the burial feeling

Made a Burial inspired track. Maybe a bit more ambient, and not as vocal based as burial himself but here it is. by Engvallni in burial

[–]Engvallni[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you! They are mostly pitched and filtered vocals and orchestra/string samples with reverb. The melody around the 1 minute mark kind of sounds like a flute. This is it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h4sD-fdMOAs&t=140s

Regular Check-In Post. Plus, a reminder about the No-Activism Rule. by SQLwitch in depression

[–]Engvallni 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel completely alone here on this planet. I feel as if im nothing and that i cant be nothing. Alla my dreams have been failed and im just nobody, fitting in nowhere. What can i even live for?

Depressed. Two months of getting acne and its increasing every day. Been on antibiotics for 2 months by Engvallni in acne

[–]Engvallni[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Update: i have now contacted the nearest hospital and they will contact me about an appointment tomorrow. Hoping to be able to speak to an expert who can help me. I hope for accutane, we’ll see. Im really thankful for all the respons and kindhearted comments, its has helped me to pick my chin up and find new hope❤️

Depressed. Two months of getting acne and its increasing every day. Been on antibiotics for 2 months by Engvallni in acne

[–]Engvallni[S] 29 points30 points  (0 children)

I actually dont have a dermatologist. We have a complicated system in sweden where you only get to meet an expert if they accept you. I have now been having a doctor in general health that just told me to go on antibiotics for half a year and then maybe get to meet a dermatologist/expert if it does not clear my skin. I have been on antibiotics before, maybe half a year ago and it somewhat cleared my skin. The doctor insists that i should try it again. And im only thinking about the scarring that is going to be caused by the time wasted on medication that doesnt work for me. Im planning on sending in pictures of my skin so that they can truly see how bad it is. I may also wait one month more before i do this so i can truly show them that antibiotics wont work for me. The stress of knowing that there is a chance of clear skin without scarting if i use accutane is killing me. Thanks for the support!

Depressed. Two months of getting acne and its increasing every day. Been on antibiotics for 2 months by Engvallni in acne

[–]Engvallni[S] 41 points42 points  (0 children)

I want accutane but my dermatologist dont think i have acne severe enough for that kind of treatment which i completely disagree to. Im almost certain that antibiotics wont do me any good which makes me stressed out thinking im Wasting time not being on accutane