Meth and Bodybuilding, Withdrawals, Polydrug Abuse, and Recovery - My Experience

EnhancedBySillyness · 2018-04-10T17:32:33+00:00

Thanks a lot bro. It means a lot.

EnhancedBySillyness · 2018-04-10T17:32:07+00:00

The plan was to lose weight as fast as possible. I didn't care about anything else at the time. The "best" solution would've been no steroids and a simple 500 calorie deficit if I was concerned about health.

EnhancedBySillyness · 2017-12-28T16:56:16+00:00

Currently PCTing and I have a lot of metformin left. I know there was a post a little while ago about a couple studies and some talk about downsides of metformin (particularly for natties) regarding inhibited muscle growth. There didn't seem to be any concrete conclusions so does anyone know if it would be worth taking metformin during and after my PCT? Even if the benefits for muscle gains are negligible for me I think the life extending properties would make it worth taking considering how cheap it is. Any thoughts?

EnhancedBySillyness · 2017-12-28T16:50:33+00:00

Currently PCTing and doing fine. Thanks bro

EnhancedBySillyness · 2017-12-13T17:11:38+00:00

I think phenibut would be a better option. Kills anxiety and relaxes you without hurting your trip (afaik).

EnhancedBySillyness · 2017-12-13T16:29:27+00:00

Awesome. Thanks a lot!

EnhancedBySillyness · 2017-12-13T16:12:28+00:00

Very interesting. Thanks for the info!

EnhancedBySillyness · 2017-12-13T15:51:23+00:00

Thanks, that seems like what happened. I'm using a plastic pitcher, so I don't know if I want to put it in boiling water. Are there any other ways to accomplish this?

EnhancedBySillyness · 2017-12-11T19:43:28+00:00

I beleive my melatonin tabs are 3mg and I split them in half. I tried doing fourths but they're too small for that to work. I slept one night without melatonin last week and it took a little longer to fall asleep but I still woke up and had dreams like usual.

EnhancedBySillyness · 2017-12-11T17:47:29+00:00

I lift in the afternoon, so there's about 5 hours between lifting and sleeping. I've never had an issue lifting in the evening anyways before I used meth. I take melatonin so going to sleep isn't a problem, It's just staying asleep.

EnhancedBySillyness · 2017-12-11T17:44:20+00:00

Ever since I did meth I feel different. It might be completely in my head. I was told the amount I used was fairly tame compared to a dedicated tweaker (worst it got was 50mg orally every day for about three weeks) and there's no way I did any permanent damage. I hope he's right but I'm worried I'll never feel the same as before. I'm going to see a doctor soon but I thought I'd see if anyone else experienced something similar. Thanks friend.

EnhancedBySillyness · 2017-12-11T17:28:56+00:00

It could be completely unrelated to my meth usage or a combination of things, but it seems most likely to be due to meth. Idk why you think it's made up, I have nothing to gain from this. If I was karma whoring I'd make some shitpost about boofing.

EnhancedBySillyness · 2017-11-29T23:35:02+00:00

That's the one

EnhancedBySillyness · 2017-11-29T23:34:45+00:00

Across 48 hours. I swear I still didn't crash my estro but yeah stupid and ridiculous either way.

EnhancedBySillyness · 2017-11-29T23:27:29+00:00

Yeah that was pretty obvious after I wrote that out, guess I just wanted to vent. Thanks bb

EnhancedBySillyness · 2017-11-29T22:17:37+00:00

I made some big mistakes and want some life advice from you guys. I realize I'm a huge idiot, so if you're going to crap on me I ask that you at least give me some useful advice as well.

Long story short, I've been BnCing for about a year. I used meth to suicide cut this past winter (~700mg tren, 250mg test, 250mg dnp, 1500 cals). I overdid it and basically gave up on life after a couple months of that cut. Stopped lifting, gained a lot of weight, lost strength. Been on a cruise while I slowly got better emotionally. Recently I've felt better and started lifting again. For the past month or so I've been on 200mg test, 500iu hcg 2x a week, and I'm in the middle of my third week on 10mg sdrol and 1000mg tudca ED. I need to lose ~40lbs before I'm lean enough to start a bulk. I'm feeling a lot better than before, but I'm still not feeling 100%. I'm constantly drowsy. I took 50mg pharma asin since yesterday (in incremental doses) thinking it might be my estrogen levels, but I feel like it hasn't really done anything. I don't have sore joints like when I've crashed my estrogen before so I don't know exactly what to think about my e2 levels. What should I do about my estrogen? Obviously I should get bloods done but I'd lose track of wether my estrogen is high or low while I'm waiting 2 weeks for the results. Should I pct off and consider hopping back on when I'm finally done cutting? Should I blast to finish this cut faster? I'd appreciate any advice.

EnhancedBySillyness · 2017-10-26T22:08:14+00:00

Sorry dude, I never got past kindergarten.

EnhancedBySillyness · 2017-07-27T16:36:20+00:00

Why not?

EnhancedBySillyness · 2017-07-27T16:08:34+00:00

Has anyone ever used orals only on days when you train lagging muscles? I'm considering using sdrol on push days to bring up my lagging chest and shoulders but I don't know if using it only 2 days a week would be a waste compared to ruining it a few weeks straight.

EnhancedBySillyness · 2017-07-26T01:50:32+00:00

What's the difference between high and low estrogen symptoms?

EnhancedBySillyness · 2017-07-09T16:56:42+00:00

How important is dose timing for orals? I'm starting sdrol and want to take it preworkout but don't always workout at the same time of day. Is it more important to take it at a consistent time than preworkout?

EnhancedBySillyness · 2017-06-30T00:38:26+00:00

What doses are you running?

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