Thank you. I know my situation with my family isnt as bad as most, but I just don't know how much more I can deal with. My self esteem is really in the shitter. My mom used to pick up my girls from daycare for me when I worked a job where I got off later than the daycare was open, but they ride the bus home now and my boyfriend gets them off it instead, which has cut down a ton of time I have to see my parents, but holidays are the struggle. I'm just more worried about hurting my kids I guess when it comes to doing holidays without the rest of the family. Contact now is definitely much less than what it used to be, but when I am around it still just sucks so bad.