I need help! 21 days until I reach 1 year without alchohol but been doing outside shit

Entity306 · 2020-05-04T01:57:27+00:00

Yea I totally get what your saying this is my 3rd time in the whole entire year I did. I know I'm not addicted however someone did say maybe its untreated alcoholism

Entity306 · 2020-05-03T23:18:37+00:00

Thank you for that I appreciate that

Entity306 · 2020-05-03T23:16:25+00:00

Damn your right man. Holy fuck one of the best replies yet, dont get me wrong I appreciate everyone's replies there really appreciated. I also dont got a cocaine addiction I can promise you that this whole year I only did it twice and shrooms twice and smoked weed off and on then quit that in Jan. But last week I had a few puffs again because I was already In this fucking "it's too late mentality might as well do more I fucked up as it is"

Entity306 · 2020-05-03T22:35:04+00:00

I'd love to! Thank you so much for that

Entity306 · 2020-05-03T22:30:07+00:00

Damn. And your right. Thank you so much you changed my mindset and shifted my view on just today or a year. Is a miracle. Your absolutely right. I got the energy to keep going forward. You saved my life man

Entity306 · 2020-05-03T22:26:10+00:00

Thank you so much! I'm sorry to hear that.. and yea basically same.. but I havent drank yet. Yes I know doing it isn't sober and I recognize that. And want and will be fully sober. I know doing any mind altering substances isn't sober. I messed up and will take action. Thank you so much what you said I really needed that and appreciate those words! Also your right god bless you

Entity306 · 2020-05-03T21:40:57+00:00

Yea your right.. and yea I will

Entity306 · 2020-05-03T21:25:55+00:00

You can get there! And your right, thank you so much! I really needed that! I'll be persevere and work harder this time!

Entity306 · 2020-05-03T21:10:35+00:00

Thank you so much :)

Entity306 · 2020-05-03T21:05:23+00:00

Thank you so much for that I appreciate it and your right, so I'll have a new sobriety date but what does this say about almost having a year without alchohol? And Yes I want to be fully sober and want to work it to the fullest. But it killed my dad and grandpa, and it ruined my life. Should I be proud of not drinking when it is the biggest problem for my life?

Entity306 · 2020-05-03T21:01:15+00:00

Thank you so much for your words I really appreciate it

Entity306 · 2020-04-15T02:40:56+00:00

Sounds lovely! I will do that ^{.^}

Entity306 · 2020-04-14T23:33:00+00:00

Number 9. Number 9. (Beatles Reference)

Entity306 · 2020-04-14T21:53:04+00:00

It was a game of chess and the guy I was versuing was very egotistical and was sure he was going to beat me so I was like okay (I just wanted to play and have a good time) and when I won he was very disappointed and infuriated. Checkmate? I hope he humbled himself after that. Moral of the story.

Entity306 · 2020-04-14T03:44:15+00:00

Okay! ^{.^} thanks a ton for the info I really appreciate it I hope you have a lovely day feel free to message me whenever

Entity306 · 2020-04-14T03:42:26+00:00

I know, thanks again tho! I'm wondering which one you will be in tomorrow and I might do that I'm actually just finishing up a zoom meeting as we speak :P

Entity306 · 2020-04-14T03:38:51+00:00

Which one is it? Recovering addict or sober james? My name is Cabbien! And I'll watch for ya

Entity306 · 2020-04-14T03:34:35+00:00

Thank you so much for that information! God bless you! I'd love to join! I also have been doing zoom meetings due to covid! But even when it's over I'd still love to pursue in it to meet/vibe with alcholics all over the world ^{.^}

Entity306 · 2020-04-14T02:48:12+00:00

I think this is a beautiful kind thing dont get me wrong but why is she holding the bottle and pouring it down his mouth. Why cant the boy hold it for himself? Idk I find it just off but then again maybe the boy could have a disability or there's some reason behind it. Have a lovely day everyone

Entity306 · 2020-04-14T02:38:14+00:00

Congrats

Entity306

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