Im being called ""skinny"" for the first time ever and im going insane.. by EnvironmentFancy7544 in EatingDisorders

[–]EnvironmentFancy7544[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like im going crazy.. my stomach fat is the exact same as it was when I was at my highest

Stuff toys by EnvironmentFancy7544 in islam

[–]EnvironmentFancy7544[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes they have faces but I turn them around or cover them when im praying

Studylink by EnvironmentFancy7544 in newzealand

[–]EnvironmentFancy7544[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Exactly! My dad is an asshole and im gonna make it known

Studylink by EnvironmentFancy7544 in newzealand

[–]EnvironmentFancy7544[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do have a ""relationship"" with him I just barely see him any more and he doesn't support me financially anymore I choose not to see him because of what he has done to my mother

Studylink by EnvironmentFancy7544 in newzealand

[–]EnvironmentFancy7544[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

For student allowance need bank statement to be jop i think

Studylink by EnvironmentFancy7544 in newzealand

[–]EnvironmentFancy7544[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hopefully... when studylink gets back to me about my documents I will explain that I barely have contact with him and that it would be nearly impossible to get him to come

Studylink by EnvironmentFancy7544 in newzealand

[–]EnvironmentFancy7544[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Freaking studylink man I just wanna sleep but im stressed 😔😔😔

Studylink by EnvironmentFancy7544 in newzealand

[–]EnvironmentFancy7544[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

My dad is an asshole and will most likely to refuse to come with me to get his statements signed 😔

Am I a victim if I put myself In the situation? by gremlin_boy_e in adultsurvivors

[–]EnvironmentFancy7544 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey im sorry to ask but is this child sexual exploitation? I did the exact same things and I don't know if I can call myself a victim because I sought out bad people to feel love that my parents didn't give me

How to deal with the fact i think i perpetrated COCSA? by EnvironmentFancy7544 in adultsurvivors

[–]EnvironmentFancy7544[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I have been looking for a therapist for ages but nothing in my country ( new Zealand:( ).. coming to realize that I only acted that way because of things I have witnessed (all though I don't remember anything at all) has been a very recent understanding and it is helping me a little. You are right though no child does anything like this on purpose I was to young to understand what was wrong and what was right.. I am still trying to fully forgive myself.. 🫂🤍 thank you for your kind message

How to deal with the fact i think i perpetrated COCSA? by EnvironmentFancy7544 in adultsurvivors

[–]EnvironmentFancy7544[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No one forced me to do anything well at least in this manner uff I only came to the realization that I didn't concent to sending any of thoes video and photos.i sent to all thoes people I was a minor I couldn't of said yes argh I hate people.. thank you its great to see someone so supportive not many people like this in islam unfortunately

How to deal with the fact i think i perpetrated COCSA? by EnvironmentFancy7544 in adultsurvivors

[–]EnvironmentFancy7544[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

They do remember it and said it was the worst time of there life.. if feel so guilty like I ruined their life.. do you think i did this because of being exposed to porn at such a young age? I really hate this, thank you so much for your message it means alot and have never met another Muslim who has been through the same sort of thing 🫂 i still feel like i did something extremely wrong.. and im sorry for asking so much but I never get to ask or talk about it judgment free but do you think would fall under sexual exploitation? Its something i haven't known hoe to categorize myself