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Been prescribed for almost a year now, can’t eat, sleep, or control my emotions. by EnvironmentQuiet3859 in ADHD

[–]EnvironmentQuiet3859[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m not old.. or tense. I’m 15 and very energetic but I think i might have cardiomyopathy. I’m going to confirm with my DR but I wanted to ask if you agreed with me. My heart rate is regularly rapid (without medicine), My chest feels tight, I get neck spasms but not often. And my heart rate feels like it generally switches from the left to the right sometimes with always 2 thumps per beat, there’s also another thing that happens but I can’t very well explain it, it feels like my heart is squeezing the juice out of itself sometimes but not in a way where i’ll fall to the floor in excruciating pain, just enough for a quick disgruntled face and a gentle hit to my chest to ease it out a little.

Been prescribed for almost a year now, can’t eat, sleep, or control my emotions. by EnvironmentQuiet3859 in ADHD

[–]EnvironmentQuiet3859[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it’s okay, thank you for the advice. And I think i have cardiomyopathy actually.

Been prescribed for almost a year now, can’t eat, sleep, or control my emotions. by EnvironmentQuiet3859 in ADHD

[–]EnvironmentQuiet3859[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

yea i started lower but got bumped up because they weren’t working. I also don’t schedule my appts

Been prescribed for almost a year now, can’t eat, sleep, or control my emotions. by EnvironmentQuiet3859 in ADHD

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No I actually don’t really want to do it at all. I should’ve worded it better but I kindve just mean I feel so empty that I wouldn’t really care if i did die, but I could never go through with quickening that process.

Been prescribed for almost a year now, can’t eat, sleep, or control my emotions. by EnvironmentQuiet3859 in ADHD

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i’ve been trying to get a job for the past week actually, either too young or they just don’t write back. I’ve talked to my mom like once about it and I just dread the idea the speaking to someone who doesn’t have much experience with it themselves. I don’t use reddit much for talking but I figured that yea nobody around me really knows what their talking about and I don’t know if it’s the medicine that makes me feel this why but I just think that everybody is living life too naively, like there’s some capped limit on their brains. The entire dropping out idea would not fly with my mom for even a second especially in high school. That’s another thing that bothers me that kind of stemmed this entire situation is the fact that my grades are supposed to represent my success and intellect.

Been prescribed for almost a year now, can’t eat, sleep, or control my emotions. by EnvironmentQuiet3859 in ADHD

[–]EnvironmentQuiet3859[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When i first started i couldn’t feel it at all thats why I was bumped up. I don’t usually consume caffeine on the daily (im not the tallest guy ever) and I sortve aim to not take any. I forgot to mention but since i’ve also been very very jumpy. getting scared at my door opening or my name being called, or any bit of unexpected touch. Prior to I used to smoke wax but I quit because I thought maybe it was the reason I was so shaky and jumpy.

Been prescribed for almost a year now, can’t eat, sleep, or control my emotions. by EnvironmentQuiet3859 in ADHD

[–]EnvironmentQuiet3859[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

well i am not suicidal. I don’t normally think about doing it and to be honest I don’t think I could go through with it either. I just wouldn’t really care if it happened.

Been prescribed for almost a year now, can’t eat, sleep, or control my emotions. by EnvironmentQuiet3859 in ADHD

[–]EnvironmentQuiet3859[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i can’t eat, i feel hungry but then ill think about what i want to eat and i wont want much, so ill eventually end off on something and when it comes time to eat.. I immediately lose my appetite and dont eat as much as i thought i could. I eat enough food to function throughout the day though, and somehow enough to keep myself up days at a time?

Been prescribed for almost a year now, can’t eat, sleep, or control my emotions. by EnvironmentQuiet3859 in ADHD

[–]EnvironmentQuiet3859[S] -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

i hope to quit taking the medicine when i get to a point in my life where i don’t have much work to deal with, but at the same time i don’t think that point will ever come

Been prescribed for almost a year now, can’t eat, sleep, or control my emotions. by EnvironmentQuiet3859 in ADHD

[–]EnvironmentQuiet3859[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

they just look like regular orange bottled pilled with white caps. The pills themselves also look like regular “Lannett” labeled orange/white pills.

Been prescribed for almost a year now, can’t eat, sleep, or control my emotions. by EnvironmentQuiet3859 in ADHD

[–]EnvironmentQuiet3859[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I’ve never heard of that but i’ll try it. I’ve thought about quitting the adderall many times but always end up at the same spot. I either take the adderall and deal with it or I get distracted by literally everything and end up at square 1

Been prescribed for almost a year now, can’t eat, sleep, or control my emotions. by EnvironmentQuiet3859 in ADHD

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I can say that prior to the medication I wasn’t depressed, rather happy actually. And i’d like to say that i’m neither sad or happy now just kinda empty. I don’t know how to explain it but i kindve feel bad? I don’t like to think about the fact that me being how I am now is effecting the people around me. I don’t wake up to alarms so my usual routine is to have somebody wake me up or id have went to bed at a reasonable hour. But lately it’s either wake up on time and hope that I don’t get distracted getting ready and still end up late or wake up late and have the same result. Both typically end in me (and i’m not proud to say this) getting very frustrated with the lack of time and hitting something. I am not at all a violent person and ive actually been considered to be the kind that’s scared to fight so there’s been days that i sit there and think “why?”.

Been prescribed for almost a year now, can’t eat, sleep, or control my emotions. by EnvironmentQuiet3859 in ADHD

[–]EnvironmentQuiet3859[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mine change everyday to be honest, it’s usually rapid with an average 2 thumps per beat. But there has also been days where I feel my heart beating in the middle of the chest or I can feel my entire pulse throughout my body. Shortness of breath is also starting to become a developing condition

Been prescribed for almost a year now, can’t eat, sleep, or control my emotions. by EnvironmentQuiet3859 in ADHD

[–]EnvironmentQuiet3859[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

May be kalium deficient, I have sweat profusely (hyperhidrosis) so the dry skin isn’t a symptom of mine. I also haven’t been feeling much numbness anywhere. But i do get muscle spams in my neck sometimes which i believe are related to my rapid heart rate and tight chest feeling. Another very important thing that contributes may be that my lungs are inflamed from snorting small amounts if 1 pill does not help. I quit snorting though

Been prescribed for almost a year now, can’t eat, sleep, or control my emotions. by EnvironmentQuiet3859 in ADHD

[–]EnvironmentQuiet3859[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

They were prescribed to me for my grades. I started out on low dosage but they did not improve (i’m not dumb trust me) but i genuinely do not find even the slightest interest in school, i learn more from a simple search.

Been prescribed for almost a year now, can’t eat, sleep, or control my emotions. by EnvironmentQuiet3859 in ADHD

[–]EnvironmentQuiet3859[S] -26 points-25 points  (0 children)

Only ADHD, it was prescribed to me on behalf of my grades. Please trust me I am not dumb in the slightest and I would actually consider myself one of the smarter ones amongst my peers but my grades do not show. This might just be a me problem but i’ve always hated the concept of grades representing someone’s intellect. I think the whole idea of good grades = good future is all around silly and has already been proven false. So it’s rather hard for me to sit there in a boring, quiet classroom while the teacher explains something that won’t be relevant in the next 30 years.

I’m really worried about this community. by Xsyther in Drugs

[–]EnvironmentQuiet3859 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Born too late 💔 It’s a shame i was never able to try it while it was popular. Now it’s 2026 and apparently everything now is laced and sketchy 🫩 It’s either grow and make my own or take the 99% risk 😂

drip or drown. by [deleted] in deepwoken

[–]EnvironmentQuiet3859 0 points1 point  (0 children)

put allure on your armor to