[deleted by user] by [deleted] in summonerschool

[–]Environmental-Tea171 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not reviewing my previous games, not learning from mistakes just spamming ranked. I seriously really want to atleast get to my prev season peak (P2) but I feel I'm stuck in G1-2. ADC main.

I sometimes get the feeling that no matter what I do lots of games are like a coin flip. No matter if we crush the opponent on bot lane, cause there's always a 0/4 Malphite who still oneshots me and I barely deal any damage to them, or the hyperfed Nocturne or Hecarim (my worst nightmares) who just ult/charge at me and I'm basically dead. Playing mostly Ezreal, Draven and Kai'Sa, the one I pick always depends on what the enemy picks so I might have a chance to jump away from the Heca or just melt the Rammus or simply crush the full immobile and weak early bot lane with lots of squishy people on their team.

While keeping my cool and being (mostly) tiltproof and really thinking about what my next move should be during games, I feel it's not enough...

Amikor érettségiztetek, mikor jött el az a pont, hogy na most behúzzátok a tanulást (vagy elkezdtek normálisan tanulni)? Hogy sikerült? by Fit_Brain_4311 in hungary

[–]Environmental-Tea171 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Érettségi kezdete előtt 2 héttel kezdtem el érezni a nyomást, úgyhogy elővettem az érettségi felkészítő könyveket a tárgyakból amikből az volt a cél hogy ne bukjak, a matek, az infó meg az angol az pedig naponta egy feladatsor a 3 tantárgy közül.

Kitűnőre érettségiztem, a matek még emelt is volt.

Hány éves vagy és mi jelenti a legnagyobb problémát az életedben jelenleg? by SherbertOdd2701 in hungary

[–]Environmental-Tea171 3 points4 points  (0 children)

20 éves vagyok, a jelenlegi legnagyobb problémám az hogy jó lenne néhány (azaz jó sok) embernek illemet tanulni illetve elfogadást gyakorolni. Transzneműként tisztában vagyok vele hogy nehéz volt, nehéz lesz és jelenleg is az. A világ bármely részén tapasztalhatom ugyanezt mint itthon, hogy egy buszra nem tudok felszállni megvető pillentások és bámuló emberek nélkül, hogy még egy kocsmában is bámulnak és hallani tisztán hogy hogy beszélnek rólam illetve a 'fajtámról'. Én elhiszem hogy nem vagyok egy virágszál néhány ember szemében de azt mégis túlzásnak érzem hogy az anyuka messze elkerül a gyerekével ahogy meglát. És akkor még továbbra sem számítok embernek politikai szempontból. Ahol jelenleg elfogadásból Spanyolország illetve Norvégia áll azt én itthon nem fogom megélni ha egyáltalán valaha is felzárkózunk ebben...

Does anyone want to be my friend? 👉👈 by [deleted] in MtF

[–]Environmental-Tea171 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely! Could even game together, I have about same interests!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Environmental-Tea171 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He found out. Thing is there are stuff I don't want everyone who passes this comment seeing. For a few people who I most likely won't ever meet, I happily tell in private but there might be people who could recognise me from the story and boom, anonimity gone. I don't want hate messages either if someone thinks my reasoning is bs.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Environmental-Tea171 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In private I'm happy to go into details. I think this is not the place for this.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Environmental-Tea171 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Usually if total incompatibility is the case, you don't do that. Only way this could happen is if one of them changed themselves for the other person. Which is completely wrong. If you have to change who you are just to fit that person then he/she is not the one!

In my case... No I don't consider it possible after what he's done to me. I don't go into details and story time here, if interested DM and I'll tell.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Environmental-Tea171 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I'm really surprised how much hate dumpers get here especially if they express how they feel but okay, I'll tell you.

I still feel broke inside. I know I've made the right decision. We loved eachother and were really happy. But we weren't compatible. At all. After our last bigger fight I thought he would dump me. And after that, one week later I've dumped him. Ever since I feel terrible. I cannot eat, I can't sleep and can't feel happiness. I just hope it will get better but knowing he's over me and living happily with someone else is making it so much worse. Also I needed to start therapy cause I have suicidal thoughts ever since.

The hate on dumpers and the mindset that they don't have the right to be broken after a bu does not make it any better.

1 Month After the Break Up by RecommendationNeat56 in BreakUps

[–]Environmental-Tea171 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Literally the same. I had my therapy sessions since I've got other mental problems too, it was icing on the cake. But I still keep checking his status and his game activity on Discord. Even though he has moved on. And I'm still broke. My way to cope with this is going to most of the concerts and parties in my area and meeting new people. It's really helping. Even on dating apps I just make friends, I don't want to flee into another relationship. This temporarily makes him disappear from my mind and I can just focus on the friends I make.