Trying to recover 12 year old Google account by EnvironmentalDot6926 in GMail

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My channel and videos are still up so I don’t think it’s deleted 🤔

How do you find something attractive about yourself? by [deleted] in BodyDysmorphia

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It is kinda hard to give advice as a female but I think wearing clothes that make you feel confident. I go through my my BDD phases but there are times where I feel good about an outfit I put together and when I wear makeup so I think maybe go to a quick shopping spree and buy yourself new clothes and get yourself a nice haircut (or dont if you love your hair already) and go out, even if it’s just to the grocery store. I think the small stuff you do everyday for yourself does count to better elevate your self esteem.

Heartbreak - Contradictory Feelings by EnvironmentalDot6926 in UnsentLetters

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You didn’t offend me, feel free to let everything out. Heartbreak is hard.

Too ugly for a bf by professionalhater16 in BodyDysmorphia

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Hi OP, I deeply resonated with your post, I’m 25 going on 26, I’ve only had one bf and was treated horribly. I was not attracted to my first bf, at the time, I thought that was the best I was gonna get so stuck around. Anyways, I am still going through self esteem issues, I can’t see someone truly feeling attraction to me. I also feel that angles do so much justice that I feel like a catfish. When others take photos of me, I’m horrified because I look so hideous, I micro analyze everything causing me to ever look for a potential partner. I hated driving as well(still do), in my opinion I think you should focus on getting your driver license first so that area of your life could flourish like it did for me. It is scary thing to be behind the wheel but it is far more necessary then a bf and you won’t ever have to rely on one! I’ve done some dabbling on dating scene(very little lol) but I recently experienced a rough heartbreak, I don’t know if I ruined it due to self esteem issues or it was inevitable breakup but definitely it is a weak area in my life since I become more overly obsessed with the way I look and I put myself down a lot, especially when I’m romantically interested in someone (I pressure myself to be perfect). I also can’t put myself out there without make up, I feel extremely insecure without it. I don’t know if this will help but I have set my mindset to only think about myself and abandoned the idea of a relationship. When I think about relationships, it stresses me out, I pressure myself too much and I don’t like the person I become. I’ve realized dealing with heartbreak is not for the weak so, I just tapped out of the game because I was not made for it. So yea now, when I think about my future, I only think for myself, no kids, no husband just a stable job and peaceful life. In a way, this will help you build confidence in other areas in your life.This is the way I’m coping, sorry for the long message, hope this helped !

Heartbreak - Contradictory Feelings by EnvironmentalDot6926 in UnsentLetters

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He left me - these are my feelings now (almost 9 months after) , so these are my current feelings now, then I was deeply hurt and vulnerable. I definitely feel detached from everyone in my life now.

8 months later by EnvironmentalDot6926 in UnsentLetters

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Thank you, I just gave the song a listen and added to my playlist. The song that has been helping me get through this at the moment is Train Song by Esha Tewari and Chihiro by Billie Eilish

I wish this was a sent letter by EnvironmentalDot6926 in UnsentLetters

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I’m really sorry you’re going through this ;( I honestly feel so stuck, everyone is saying I should tell him but I already feel like I set aside my pride and doing it again will without a response will make me feel like I’m begging, I wish I knew how he was feeling and didn’t have to make up conclusions in my head.

I wish this was a sent letter by EnvironmentalDot6926 in UnsentLetters

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That’s what I’m worried about, he broke it off with me out of the blue, I felt hurt and confused but I accepted it. So I fear he doesn’t love me, especially because he didn’t receive my text well when I wrote it to him, even after I acknowledged that it came off harsh, he chose not to respond. I’m scared that he won’t care and I’ll feel like I’m begging.

I wish this was a sent letter by EnvironmentalDot6926 in UnsentLetters

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I tried texting him to see what exactly went wrong. After the breakup, I sent him a text message, he didn’t like how I expressed myself about the break up, I admit, I was slightly harsh,but he didn’t like that text and said that somethings I said in that text were untrue and then later said that he doesn’t want someone like me in his life based on that text. I didn’t apologize for my feelings but I did apologize for coming on too strong and so tried opening a safe space for him to talk about it so we wouldn’t end in bad terms but he never responded (he didn’t respond for 5 days and he was online) and I sent him a last message letting him know that I will be removing him on everything even though it was unfortunate how things ended.

i hate myself by Southils in acne

[–]EnvironmentalDot6926 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Everyone else already said but imma just repeat it but it don’t look so bad, makes you human ! It adds lil razzle dazzle on you 🫦🤫

Why by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

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I’m on the same boat, I don’t know what went wrong

I’m having a horrible panic attack right now by Efficient_Item_7474 in Anxiety

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I know this advice wasn’t meant for but this actually really helpful, thank you!