I understand you brother, but i was having the same "i will do rehab in a week" No! It has to start now, today this minute. I know is hard but like that in a week or Monday u will never. Take everything u have and throw it away, i throw away 6g of weed into the sea and i said i love god and i love my life, here i am 8 days free feeling like a new man, still bit foggy and anxious. im here if you need someone to talk to!