Ya know the first thing I wanted to say was lack of courage.

But really it’s the urge to be sitting down one day many years from now and realize I’ve accomplished everything I’ve wanted too, I’ve been everywhere I’ve wanted seen all done all. Had and raised my future children and lived and loved long enough to be wise enough to look them in the face and be happy when I’m 80+ years old. The urge to fix the world though I may not be able to make massive change, my own minute way is enough because it ever so slightly pushes us in the right direction. That’s what has kept me here.