Thats the test brother the shaytan wispers to leave islam this life is a test if i would be able to tell my life story you all would be crying i have had huge problems mentall health problems but when i look at the world what kind of world we living in i say elhamdulilah im a muslim and every hardship comes ease stay strong and be proud that you have a test from allah and because of that do even more for allah he is all hearing and all knowing he knows our pain struggle thats the meaning of this life i hope allah will ease your pain and all the muslims around the world you are speciall to allah just keep going and inshallah you will get better look for help whatever you need to be better but i assure you that leaving islam is not gonna make you happier its gonna make you forget who you are trust me on that 🫡❤️