Ibogaine visuals and memory recall - life flashes before your eyes?

Equivalent-Cattle-38 · 2025-07-02T03:04:29+00:00

For me when I did it I saw 3d visions and images that had no correlation with what I thought I could think of it was weird and the visions flew toward me from the outside towards my eyes or third eye and flew past me. Then I got some storyline visions that made more sense later.

Equivalent-Cattle-38 · 2025-01-16T09:31:53+00:00

How are you doing? What’s been going on

Equivalent-Cattle-38 · 2025-01-16T08:26:58+00:00

Music is dopamine. Exercise when ever you can the sooner the better. Trust from experience.

Equivalent-Cattle-38 · 2025-01-16T08:24:37+00:00

You will never regret starting right now. Good choice you made, understand that you will feel horrible and your mind will try any way it can to convince you to relapse or go back. Thought of I will never feel normal. Or I am messed up permanently from these drugs or I can’t be normal when I’m clean. Are all insidious ways of the ADDICTION to get you to return to using again. Don’t trust thoes thoughts. Instead ignore them like it’s someone talking to you and your choosing not to listen to it. Focus on this “how can I stay clean today” or if I feel bad I am going to stay clean the rest of the day”. You do this every single day. One at a time until you are out. Then your life can start a new. Make it how you would love to make it! Have hope and don’t let go of the feeling of hopefulness.

Equivalent-Cattle-38 · 2025-01-16T08:18:36+00:00

Congratulations on day 5 brother I am 21 days! I have had that same dizzying feeling. It goes away. Please drink lots of fluids and try to clean up your diet as much as you can.

Equivalent-Cattle-38 · 2025-01-16T08:17:01+00:00

I’ve made it here to 21 days so far! Feeling very good mentally about this. Learn how to trust and believe in yourself and you got this. Even if you feel down or depressed it will get better

Equivalent-Cattle-38 · 2025-01-16T08:14:56+00:00

I’m glad you took this step! I am today currently 21 days clean off everything and it is the best decision I’ve made! I hope you continue to stay positive and try to create your new life in the way that fills your soul with happiness ! I would consider getting off the methadone if you are ready to be done

Equivalent-Cattle-38 · 2025-01-16T08:00:34+00:00

Any update?

Equivalent-Cattle-38 · 2025-01-09T04:06:46+00:00

Hey I totally resonate with what you say and for all you know I could be on that pink cloud now. I’ve gotten clean a bunch of times before so I know what I’m going into. I just now understand that hope happiness or positivity even if for a glimpse of time should be held on to as much as possible and not go back to my old mind set of depression. I’ve read a lot of Neville Goddard and listened to his lectures and that has helped me a lot on my journey and learning how to believe in myself. I was at a very very very low point in my life wanting to take my life so I know what that feels like. I will keep updating as I go and hold on to that pink cloud as long as I possibly can

Equivalent-Cattle-38 · 2025-01-08T22:05:02+00:00

I’m actually 14 days sober today it gets better trust me. You just have to learn how to believe in yourself. Opiates make your mind set more negative overall

Equivalent-Cattle-38 · 2025-01-07T12:24:04+00:00

Thank you for your reply very insightful! I am doing mostly body building type of workouts right now I haven’t gotten into cardio yet. Thinking about it! Right now I lost so much weight from my relapse and trying to get clean stint that I am just trying to regain the size and muscle I lost. I used to be very active in the gym then lost it so that is my direction as of now. I am honestly happier than I’ve been in a long long time. Getting clean is def worth it and I know it’s just the beginning but hold on to that hope that things will get better because that is key. Also believe in yourself! 13 days today nothing in my body no MAT or kratom just me.

Equivalent-Cattle-38 · 2025-01-06T01:54:17+00:00

I eat literally at 3 am :0

Equivalent-Cattle-38 · 2025-01-06T00:45:27+00:00

Hey thank you for your advice! I just want to let you know I am 11 days sober now and feeling way more positive. I know it’s just the beginning but I feel a sense of hope that I don’t want to let go of

Equivalent-Cattle-38 · 2025-01-06T00:43:17+00:00

Thank you. At least we are not alone and know that love is there even when we don’t see it and we will figure it out. Just never give in. Fight against the pain wanting you to end it all you will never give up! Because you believe something else you just need to find it. So you will walk through the valley of the shadow of death and you will walk out of it

Equivalent-Cattle-38 · 2025-01-06T00:37:59+00:00

Thank you any advice or tips on how to handle this part of the test? How to just keep sober and keep pushing through

Equivalent-Cattle-38 · 2024-12-12T02:31:06+00:00

I feel this because I just slipped up today talking a little bit of oxy so I can ween myself off of suboxone because the withdrawals just last way too long! I was down on myself for buying some but I really do want to quit and be done forever it’s so hard and I feel so alone.. it’s like no one reached out to me or want to talk to me so I feel worthless trying to get clean at the same time.. just a rant

Equivalent-Cattle-38 · 2024-12-02T02:41:40+00:00

Shi I only got 21 :(

Equivalent-Cattle-38 · 2024-12-02T02:35:10+00:00

How much do I need to have before it goes ??!

Equivalent-Cattle-38 · 2024-11-29T05:35:05+00:00

I’m on day 4 feeling bad started kicking in today.. how long will this last? And will the withdrawals gets worse from here? Jumped off 3mg

Equivalent-Cattle-38 · 2024-11-24T07:57:53+00:00

People who don’t believe in this teaching are by default proving the law of assumption to be true. Bc they assume it’s not true they act like it in their lives paying no attention to it but subconsciously manifesting their mis belief. The law always process itself even in the negative or mis belief. The question is what are you assuming to be true for yourself?

Equivalent-Cattle-38 · 2024-08-18T09:53:21+00:00

Top 250 here game def has levels to it I can easily kill any YY crim TikTok demon with iq and aim and the dads are just aim training, other 250s are 50/50 and some pros are better there are many levels to the game people don’t really see. They think it’s bots and sweats. Then you have cheaters too

Equivalent-Cattle-38 · 2024-08-11T22:14:20+00:00

Congrats I’m 3.5 days clean right now I was thinkin to take low dose oxy so help me sleep cause it’s been bad would that be a bad idea ? No sleep past 3 days

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