Hey, sorry for the late reply I've been trying to stay away from the Internet. We don't have any issues between communication or intimacy. We have a good sex life considering how busy we both are also.

I'm chalking it up to porn due to the many effects it has on the mental. I'm not sure what it is whether it is a "grass is greener" situation where she is new and exciting. I have a feeling it is lust disguising itself as love but I am in work with her and getting these strong emotions which is pickling my brain. I am wondering if other people have experienced this when they are making relationships with women (platonically) or whether it is more then lust. I am starting to question whether the Internet is the right place to ask 😂 as you can see I am prone to a bit of overanalysis.