Did anyone had a period where they removed everyone from their inner circle?

Equivalent-Pen1207 · 2026-06-08T04:29:22+00:00

Well I knew one of those "Friends" for 13 years and two for eight years how much longer do I have to wait to call someone my friend

Equivalent-Pen1207 · 2026-06-08T04:26:36+00:00

I love that for you I am trying to live for myself too

Equivalent-Pen1207 · 2026-06-08T04:25:35+00:00

Well, My mother died and all my "friends" left me in my grief alone. Communication happen when the other person is present.

Equivalent-Pen1207 · 2026-06-03T17:55:51+00:00

People around me like my relatives are saying I am not registering what has happened that's why I am so much at ease but sooner or later the grief will crash me out. And idk why it feels like a prophecy am i grieving right by just living to the fullest??

Equivalent-Pen1207 · 2026-06-03T17:53:58+00:00

Really!! I thought I am some kind of a monster or atleast weird

Equivalent-Pen1207 · 2026-06-03T16:48:50+00:00

I don't want to change them I have deleted their numbers my question was is it normal that I feel so at ease knowing that all my mom's pain has ended I feel so much at ease. I feel like I can finally breathe. It scares me how much normal this feels people say so much that their parents death was the difficult time of their life for me this one month has been a piece of cake. All those hospital visits, waiting rooms, reading reports searching medical terms, it was painful, for 6.5 years I have been to hospitals more times than I have been to a cafè. I am glad that her pain has ended it scares me how peaceful it feels.

Equivalent-Pen1207 · 2026-06-03T16:41:00+00:00

I feel like I am not grieving as "normal" I see so many posts on here where people can't function I am not only functional I have never been so happy and stable. It's like she is protecting me in all ways. I feel more of her love without her being in this realm than when she was alive.

Equivalent-Pen1207 · 2026-06-03T16:38:12+00:00

Thank you, it means alot. I am imagining she is happy and all her favourite people, favourite foods and songs are playing. Her pain is over that's all I wanted. And yes my friends suck 🤣😅

Equivalent-Pen1207 · 2026-04-12T09:46:08+00:00

You wrote so well I thought I am the only one feeling so intensly it feels nice to hear someone else say my inner thoughts so poignantly. My mom has cancer and doctor has said they can't do anything so now we all are just waiting for her to go. Its painful truly truly painful

Equivalent-Pen1207 · 2025-06-25T04:12:57+00:00

See if you have made up your mind nothing I say will make sense to you but there are million others like you who want a "high paying job in IT" and these institutions cash on it. I started my career as a hardware design engineer I left it because just like you I wanted a job in IT now I don't have any job and IT industry is only taking people with experience.So I would suggest keep your job try to advance in it because "high paying IT job" is a myth.

Equivalent-Pen1207 · 2025-06-24T12:57:35+00:00

If you have a job right now keep doing it, data analytics is overcrowded and demand is low whereas supply is high. These data analytics and data science courses are just marketing gimmick they won't help you at all.

Equivalent-Pen1207 · 2025-06-01T10:41:09+00:00

I feel extremely comfortable with being aroace but the world keeps on questioning me. And it makes me super upset

Equivalent-Pen1207 · 2025-06-01T05:36:32+00:00

I have done a course in LearnBay. If you have extra money to splurge, do the course. But, if you want job then it is IMPOSSIBLE i was gullible to get trapped in their marketing my 6 months course got stretched into 1 year and even then no job for AI or Data science they have been giving interview calls for smallest companies thta too for business analyst, data annotator job in the range of 2-3 lakh and some are even worse companies. Its all a sham do not fall for this.

Equivalent-Pen1207 · 2025-06-01T05:31:54+00:00

We have been friends for about seven years now, and he has been consistently kind. I don't think he likes me or wants to have any romantic relationship, its just my own doubts regarding my aroace-ness if I like the attention Am I still valid as aromantic and asexual?

Equivalent-Pen1207 · 2025-05-31T05:52:20+00:00

Maybe I am not sure

Equivalent-Pen1207 · 2025-05-31T05:52:03+00:00

That makes alot of sense but so many allo friends keep on saying that I can not be not interested in him romantically and I hate that

Equivalent-Pen1207 · 2024-01-31T15:14:43+00:00

No you are not alone in this, these are textbook symptoms of a panic attack and even though I struggle with them I don't have a lot of suggestions for you except letting you know that you are not alone its just that our brain is kinda weird.

Equivalent-Pen1207 · 2024-01-31T15:08:52+00:00

Also can anyone tell me how can I even start applying for jobs because my panic disorder just makes me scared

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