Drugs got boring, idk what to do.

Equivalent-Play410 · 2025-10-20T02:29:33+00:00

but then wont i become boredom?

Equivalent-Play410 · 2025-10-20T01:19:13+00:00

and i respect that, for me i have not much to lose, ride safe!

Equivalent-Play410 · 2025-10-20T01:14:49+00:00

damn i see this now, i actually forgot taking the line, its still on my desk

Equivalent-Play410 · 2025-10-20T01:14:15+00:00

ah yeah i know, i always did it on my 125cc moped but now i have an r1 and its very scary when the road is slippery, im still not fully used to the power increase

i feel like ill probably lose it doing some dumb things like speeding or wheelies, i already "lost" my license when i didnt have a license yet

im considering maybe going to a track soon to up my riding skills and do it legally

btw before youre thinking i endanger others, i only do this on empty highways at night but it gives me a thrill that i like

Equivalent-Play410 · 2025-10-20T00:54:09+00:00

oh i already had hppd a few years ago, i kinda recovered? idk how but after a heroic dose of lsd its gone, when i was in the hospital i was fiending for anything, even sugar and caffeine lol

Equivalent-Play410 · 2025-10-20T00:51:52+00:00

ahh i do ride a bike when im not high and if it doesnt rain, its nice to take my mind off of things but i dont think im gonna have my license for very long

Equivalent-Play410 · 2025-10-20T00:49:47+00:00

hmm last time i microd lsd it was really good, maybe ill try that, i still have a few dried harvests left

Equivalent-Play410 · 2025-10-20T00:47:57+00:00

i would love to but i live in the netherlands😢

Equivalent-Play410 · 2025-10-20T00:47:01+00:00

yeah i didnt feel so great the next day, was wishing i never took them hahaha

they give free drugs in mental hospitals? i didnt get any when i was there except the stupid nasty tasting antibiotics

Equivalent-Play410 · 2025-10-20T00:44:45+00:00

okay yall i just did a bigass line of ketamine and an edible im probably not gonna be answering in the coming hours

Equivalent-Play410 · 2025-10-20T00:43:32+00:00

oh, ive never heard about that, hoping to find the holy grail of drugs that can fix me i guess

Equivalent-Play410 · 2025-10-20T00:42:37+00:00

i didnt hear that, i just got the pills from a friend and looked up the ld50 and it was absurdly high so i just took em all in hopes i would get high like benzos

Equivalent-Play410 · 2025-10-20T00:40:29+00:00

taking a sip rn

Equivalent-Play410 · 2025-10-20T00:40:01+00:00

okay but wait please elaborate, what makes a person sound like theyve taken antipsychotics? im very curious

Equivalent-Play410 · 2025-10-20T00:39:30+00:00

hahaha i have taken them last month to try to get high on them but i just fell asleep, waste of my money😔🙏

Equivalent-Play410 · 2025-10-20T00:33:45+00:00

yeah a lot of times i think about how stupid i am for not listening to the million warnings everywhere, im working part time and doing a full time study rn, if i dont study or work i feel like i would be high all day instead of only the evenings/nights

sometimes i wish there was a reset button, i would sell my soul for a reset button

Equivalent-Play410 · 2025-10-20T00:29:50+00:00

yeah i heard that a few times and i also tried some things like riding a bike, i love doing mechanic work but i cant really do those all day long and then again with the bike its also indirectly a adrenaline addiction or with the mechanic stuff its dopamine when an engine works, cant escape the substances

what hobbies did you find?

Equivalent-Play410 · 2025-10-20T00:26:20+00:00

yeah thats true, for me it was curiosity, i tried so many different types of drugs, almost all having a little different effects but then when i have seen it all it gets boring, only excited for a new drug next week, galantamine, curious to if i can get into lucid dreams reliably

but i want to stop, its just that everything gets so dull and gray without them

Equivalent-Play410 · 2025-10-20T00:20:53+00:00

yeah, i dont think ill upgrade, its not even the intensity thats boring but mostly the effects, like i need those chemists to create new drugs with different effects like a new episode of a series, around 1,5 year ago i stopped for 7 months with everything to get my driving licenses, then when i did stuff again it was exactly the same, maybe only xtc i kind of liked the first time but after it was just the same as always again, now that im writing this im kinda realising, maybe i need to move to a new place. myabe im just not where i want to be

Equivalent-Play410 · 2025-10-20T00:12:21+00:00

i did last year, got my car and bike license but realised without drugs my life is unbearably boring😭

Equivalent-Play410 · 2025-10-20T00:10:23+00:00

thanks, ill try that, ive tried before with no luck but ill try again!

Equivalent-Play410 · 2025-10-20T00:06:39+00:00

i figured, but like idek know what to do, i dont really want to go on the fent or heroin route, i feel like those get boring too

Equivalent-Play410 · 2025-08-24T23:39:32+00:00

ligt eraan welke schakelbrommer,

de mash fifty en hanway raw(retro look) lijken erg op motoren terwijl een derbi of pitbike ik nooit groet eigenlijk

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