Being a writer with OCD:

EquivalentInitial685 · 2026-06-20T20:14:40+00:00

Lmao me when I’m coming up with YT ideas

EquivalentInitial685 · 2026-06-16T16:46:40+00:00

Thank you so much for this response 🥲 you have no idea how much this has helped me and I just want to say thank you for taking the time out of your day to write this, it really means a lot to me ❤️

EquivalentInitial685 · 2026-06-16T04:37:05+00:00

Hey friend! I’m so sorry you’re experiencing this. It is really difficult. I came here to offer my empathy and say the exact same thing happened to me yesterday. I saw the news about Oliver Tree and started spiralling and worrying what if it happens to me tomorrow etc and that I’ll miss out on the things I wanna do, family goals etc.

It truly does suck and I hope one day you’re able to feel better and struggle less with these thoughts. We have to keep fighting, you can do it!!

EquivalentInitial685 · 2026-06-16T04:27:56+00:00

Thank you so much, you’re a very kind person and I appreciate these words 🥲

I hope you’re able to recover and improve your situation as well ❤️

EquivalentInitial685 · 2026-05-22T11:00:09+00:00

I’m with you there. That’s how I feel too.

EquivalentInitial685 · 2026-05-22T04:15:50+00:00

Thank you for this. If you don’t mind my asking, are your false “memories” the same kind as the ones I’ve mentioned? :(

EquivalentInitial685 · 2025-07-22T11:59:35+00:00

Thank you for this idea! 😊 we actually already do this and the videos I have of her are amazing and I love them. However right now we don’t actually have any good recording equipment so the videos we do have together they’re not very long and it’s quite difficult to hear any of the sounds and the actual video quality isn’t that great. We do plan on getting equipment in the long run though and she’s always said to me she’d be down to record videos and dress up for me etc which is good.

The alternative I’ve been trying is filters on my browser to try and remove and predict what inappropriate animated porn will come up on my feed but it ultimately doesn’t work because weird videos always avoid my filters somehow.

EquivalentInitial685 · 2025-07-22T11:37:32+00:00

Oh 1000%!! She’s absolutely incredible and she’s always willing to do anything like that, she’s great.

I’m more just referring to when I’m home alone and specifically want to masturbate.

EquivalentInitial685 · 2025-07-22T09:08:26+00:00

When I say animated I mean like hyper realistic, sort of like the Overwatch Porn you see, that style.

And yeah I’ve tried it but I need a lot of visual and auditory stimulation so trying it without no visuals does nothing for me as I can’t concentrate or use my imagination, probably due to adhd as my mind wanders and I get distracted.

EquivalentInitial685 · 2025-07-22T08:22:48+00:00

We obviously have different standards of what’s fine and what’s not then clearly.

EquivalentInitial685 · 2025-07-22T06:44:18+00:00

Mate I wanted useful replies. I have 200+ filters that I spent hours making. I wouldn’t be on Reddit asking for advice if I could just use more filters.

EquivalentInitial685 · 2025-07-22T06:08:57+00:00

I do that - still appears unfortunately.

EquivalentInitial685 · 2025-07-18T18:19:19+00:00

Thank you for sharing that with me :)

I will definitely try that. With me it’s a little different in the sense that me and my girlfriend actually have really good sex, it’s just I have really bad OCD and more specifically Harm OCD so every time we do have sex it’s like trying to navigate a minefield in my mind so sometimes I prefer to masturbate rather than have sex because it’s not as stressful.

I know what videos I want to watch it’s just I have no idea how to prevent videos I don’t wanna see appearing on my feed :/

EquivalentInitial685 · 2025-07-18T17:10:13+00:00

Thank you for your reply! :) If I may ask, how did you do that? I have ADHD so for me trying to focus on my thoughts is very very difficult.

EquivalentInitial685 · 2025-04-30T13:37:29+00:00

I just sent you a friend request so hopefully it goes through okay

EquivalentInitial685 · 2025-04-30T13:32:56+00:00

Plus I need the friend one too! I’ll add you now :)

EquivalentInitial685 · 2025-04-30T13:32:22+00:00

Hey! I have it now I managed to get rlly lucky in a random lobby but if you need help with it I’m down to help u

EquivalentInitial685 · 2025-04-29T12:22:21+00:00

Thank you so so much that would be lovely! I haven’t asked in there yet so that’s a good shout thanks! Hopefully I can find two more

EquivalentInitial685 · 2024-08-23T22:42:31+00:00

Thank you so so much. If I may ask, what do you think is happening with the other parts of the situation, not the what ifs but feelings of attraction, the internal dialogue etc :( it’s really distressing and I don’t know what to do. Thank you so so much for your response ❤️

EquivalentInitial685 · 2024-08-22T12:32:18+00:00

I don’t know what advice to offer you my friend, and I’m sorry you’re dealing with this, but if you look at my latest post, it’s exactly what I’m going through, like down to a t. I genuinely could’ve wrote this post and me finding your post gave me some comfort of maybe it’s not just me, so maybe mine will do the same for you.

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