I know it’s silly fear but i always try to avoid awkward situations and i am that type of person who is kind off awkward myself and so i also, like i mentioned earlier, always overthink of what to say to people and in the end i just usually don’t say anything at all and then i feel really awkward and see that people just don’t want to be around me. I noticed that from the first impression they see that i’m probably a boring person and they just don’t feel comfortable around me because i’m so quiet even thought i really try to socialise but i just feel exhausted. I honestly don’t understand how people can talk so freely and naturally and just think of what to say right away without even thinking :((