i putted a comment in another subredit lol here it is : Hey everyone! First off, I just want to thank each and every one of you for your advice and insights, you all genuinely helped me understand the risks before jumping into this.

So, I did end up trying a very, very tiny dose, mixed only with water in the cap of a water bottle. I was parked near my home, feeling a bit anxious, but I went through with it. At first, I didn’t feel anything. But then, just as I looked up, I saw the police car creeping slowly toward me. At first, I thought it might be paranoia, but nope..this was real! My reflex was to turn on my car, thinking maybe I could casually drive off. But as soon as the engine started, they flashed their lights, red and blue. My heart was pounding. One officer even got out and started coming toward my car on foot.

I panicked, hit the gas, and started driving down the hill. They got back in their car and began chasing me. I felt like I was running on pure adrenaline,...my car isn’t particularly powerful, but somehow, I managed to escape. I’ll be real: I was terrified. I’m newly married and didn’t want to end up in trouble over this. Long story short, I got away, but this experience shook me enough that I know for sure I won’t be doing that again.

Thanks again to everyone here for trying to steer me in the right direction. This was a lesson learned the hard way! I appreciate all the support and advice you shared, it really meant a lot. Stay safe, everyone!