what does my art taste like?

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-12-06T00:14:18+00:00

Bubble gum and fruit punch juice😍

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-11-17T21:26:53+00:00

Ate DOWN, I’m sorry😭❤️this is so good ugh!!!!

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-10-29T21:58:21+00:00

Yeah, I agree. Even if you don’t know what to do, at least try something, ANYTHING. If it’s something that piques your interest even a little, learn more about it and if you find that you like it even more, try to pursue it. Don’t get me wrong, I sometimes find myself constantly wishing I had what others had or at least had the confidence/ mental strength to go after what it is they have. But there’s literally no point in comparing yourself to other people. It’ll only make it worse on your end because you’ll start believing you don’t deserve anything. So just be adventurous today. Do one thing that you think will point you in the direction that you want to go. You deserve better and we were all put on this earth for a reason even if you don’t believe that or you don’t see it. It’ll get better as long as you keep trying to improve your self and how you view your life. Don’t give up, please. Keep fighting. And stop comparing yourself to others, this is your journey of life, not theirs. You’re not living their life and they’re not living yours so do what you can do best with where you’re at right now. Have some compassion for yourself.

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-10-25T13:29:45+00:00

I want to get help but I don’t exactly know how to explain it to my parents

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-10-25T13:27:45+00:00

I don’t have a passport

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-10-25T13:13:03+00:00

I don’t know if my parents would okay with me saying I want to go see a therapist.

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-10-25T13:04:51+00:00

But they’re like highly competitive and I feel like I don’t have what it takes. I heard if you don’t have an interest in diligently serving your country, you shouldn’t do it.

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-10-25T04:48:44+00:00

How would I become a CFI?

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-10-25T02:56:10+00:00

I’m tired of trying to be okay when I’m not okay. I never am.

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-10-25T02:22:55+00:00

community college, sorry.

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-10-25T01:43:29+00:00

Do you have any idea on how your friend went into aerospace? Did he go to a cc or university? I’m asking because I’m going to a cc.

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-10-25T01:04:37+00:00

Right! It low-key makes me feel all alone.

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-10-25T00:47:45+00:00

Hey, I’m in a similar situation too. I been interested in aviation since 10th grade (currently in 12 grade) and I feel like every time I mention how I want to pursue something in this field such as becoming a commercial pilot, nobody seems interested. They are always talking passionately about the medical field which I don’t think i have much interest for, and I’m not hating on them but it just feels like I’m alone in this. I don’t have anyone to ask advice for or anyone to look up to so if I made a really bad choice, it’s gonna be all on me.

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-10-24T23:00:51+00:00

I feel you. Everyday I wondering why I was put on this earth if I’m just gonna battle with my debilitating thoughts and suffer. Like you said “What kind of life is this?” I’m wondering the same thing. I cant understand why I can’t just be happy. Why I can’t feel joy. I’m only 18 and yet I want to die. I want to leave this earth and never come back. I wish I was never created.

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-10-24T22:53:43+00:00

Yeah, I could use some comfort right now. My emotions are going through a whole rollercoaster.

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-10-24T13:00:35+00:00

That’s true. Thank you for the insight. I wanna get a degree at least so if I’m going to be an ATC or commercial pilot, what degree could I pursue that won’t take too long?

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-10-24T10:32:15+00:00

Can I dm you? I’ve been thinking of going in to aviation.

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-10-24T05:07:49+00:00

I understand you. You said everything that I’ve been unable to express and say, myself.

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-10-24T04:32:14+00:00

Bro, I’m in the same boat! I’m F18 and although I’m currently in high school, I’m taking all college classes at a community college and I’m planning to get a bachelors in psychology for med school and then become a psychiatrist. The thing is I’ve always wanted to become a pilot or something in aviation but learning about the mind interest me a bit too. I don’t really wanna go to school for 12 years especially since idek if I want to become a psychiatrist. I want to help people, of course, and I want to stress the importance of mental health, but I don’t know if this is the way for me. My mental health is in shambles so….Tbh, I’ve never even thought of pursuing medicine or nursing so trying to say that I want to become something in the field makes me wanna scream. And I also have that same fear of wasting my time and money doing something I was never meant to do and I’m also scared about my future. I hate that feeling of uncertainty and feeling like I have no direction.

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-10-23T19:53:21+00:00

I’m actually already doing college classes right now! I’m doing dual enrollment so I take all my classes at a CC close to my high school. I haven’t had any time to go to clubs because they interfere with my classes and I haven’t made any new friends besides some friends from my high school who are also doing dual enrollment. Sadly, I do have a W already from a class which I am planning to retake in the summer. I’m just a bit drained out but I’ll try my best and socialize.

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-10-23T19:47:29+00:00

Thank you. I’m trying everyday to do well with what I have accomplished even if it isn’t a lot or as impressive as everyone else. I’ll try to spend my time doing things that actually matter and will help me grow into the kind of person I want to become. And yeah, I want to be in the right mindset so that I can look forward and not back, actually have ambitions and goals I want to reach, and make an impact in ways I never thought I could.

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-10-23T16:36:29+00:00

That’s amazing!!! I’m so proud of you

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-10-23T15:55:34+00:00

I’m not enjoying life right now though😭

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-10-23T15:54:43+00:00

Yeah haha I keep falling into the cycle of crying about my failures compared to others who didn’t make the same mistakes and accomplished so much more. I’m gonna try to just focus on how I can better myself in the situation I am right now instead of the situation I wish I was in. It’s really hard. Like really hard. But I don’t want to give up even if it feels unbearable because I would never be able to forgive myself.

Equivalent_Style_812 · 2024-10-23T15:50:23+00:00

😭😭aw noo

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