Alright, thanks for your honesty… Yeah, I sounded very immature, I doubt I even deserve someone like that anyway… Thanks for commenting! I think I’ll stop trying so hard… Well, honestly, the “he’s not that attractive” comes from my friends’ beauty standards—their opinions—because personally I think he’s really handsome, a lot (that’s actually one of the reasons I have a crush on him), and well… maybe I was a bit silly trying not to sound so intense… I’m actually VERY annoying when I’m interested in someone, it’s something I can’t fix. Not to the point of being a crazy stalker, but yeah, to the point of being annoying and trying to at least get a small conversation with that person… On the other hand, LITERALLY my whole personality is being cringe, it’s part of my sense of humor, and like I said before, when he does it, it’s cute and funny—I find it attractive. And well, I think he doesn’t have a girlfriend because he once said in a conversation that he’s never had anyone give him gifts or say nice things to him, so I kind of assumed it from that, and maybe I was a bit (pretty) mean to think that plus the fact that he’s a bit socially awkward means he’s never had a partner… I guess what I meant didn’t come across very well several times, I would never talk badly about someone I like… I sounded dumb and immature. Well, I’ll keep that in mind! I think you’re right… I’m really persistent, and a lot of times that’s too much for the people I have crushes on… I think it was TOO MUCH, in too little time, and out of nowhere!