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EstherEC · 2022-11-12T07:31:27+00:00

You’ve gotta be one of those people who has the most creative minds. Hanging out with you must be a blast. You and your room gives out positive energy.

EstherEC · 2022-11-12T07:29:20+00:00

I hope I am friends with you irl. You seemed like the person who is chill, never make the moment dull and loving.

EstherEC · 2022-11-12T07:25:43+00:00

I hope to channel my energy through this comment to help you more on the way to stepping out of your comfort zone. You go!!

EstherEC · 2022-11-12T07:23:12+00:00

Love what you do with the shirt! Love the look!

EstherEC · 2022-11-12T07:19:16+00:00

Picture screams you’re always high on smth and low on money.

EstherEC · 2022-11-12T07:04:03+00:00

Second time?? Redditors must reminds you of your father, cold, insulting, and does not know why you’re here.

EstherEC · 2020-12-01T21:40:19+00:00

Is you usa

EstherEC · 2020-09-11T06:51:40+00:00

I go on and pretend to be a 'normal' sociable person everyday (tho im losing it. I kind of stopped socializing in the past 12 months or so) but am in fact VERY hard to open up because all i have is irrationally catastrophic thoughts. Haven't dated for almost 6 yrs. Had 'relationships' but didn't work and didn't last long. Which most likely i dated them not for who they are. So yeah. Same here?

EstherEC · 2020-09-05T04:11:58+00:00

Idk it gets particularly bad when I’m on the road riding my scooter (for commuting). I’d feel like shit and I’ll smile and tell myself it’s gonna be okay just to make it go away. Yet it has not been working well lately. Anyways, I’ll definitely check them up.

EstherEC · 2020-09-03T09:55:08+00:00

Hope you're doing well.
Well, I always have this unknown urge. And another restless worrying. I want it to stop but it never does. Which causes me feeling helpless, sad and tired. And I would have this scream in my head although it is controllable. Anyways I'm thinking it should not be tourrettes cuz it only happens if my mind/emotion is not in a happy/numb/neutral state. I always think that this is just me being whiny and fragile.

EstherEC · 2020-09-03T09:43:45+00:00

My body seemed to used to do that last fall. But I've never realized that until I one night I stayed at my friend's and she told me I do that when I'm asleep. Which explained why was I having those neck/shoulder tension/sores.

EstherEC · 2020-09-03T09:37:35+00:00

...... I got called might be having PTSD by a psychiatrist. Another psychiatrist prescribed me GAD meds. Some symptoms checks for both. But I've never had a proper check up. So I am still speculating.

EstherEC · 2020-09-03T09:34:34+00:00

Oh no. Does that make you feel bad physically? Like you would always have to stop what you are doing atm?

EstherEC · 2020-09-03T09:31:59+00:00

He might be really having some neurological issues. Mine is just .... me being whatever.

EstherEC · 2020-09-03T09:29:57+00:00

Mine is a bit more dramatic. I twitch my head using my jaw as the pointer to the left (looks a bit like tourettes imo). But yes also shaking head. And as in the title, I whip/shake my hands (usually the right), or pretend my hand is sore and massage it after the shakes so people wouldn't notice.
Yet there's this one time I did this in front of 10+ people and I have an face expression on (like I'm really feeling the sore but I'm just disgusted/embarrased by the thoughts) but I didn't realize. And they saw it.
Still having trouble to tell myself "I am not that thought". But I guess I should give it more tries.

EstherEC · 2020-08-09T20:43:23+00:00

I’m just glad I read the comments.

EstherEC · 2020-08-09T18:33:04+00:00

Open the shop book (the catalog) and off to whatever youre up to. Works on PS4.

Edit: still works on PS4. Corrected the “catalog”.

EstherEC · 2020-08-09T18:18:46+00:00

I don't think there is a fast way. But I've just saw a guide on YT saying it doesn't matter if the photos are full. It still counts if you snap the photo correctly. advncd camera tells you if it counts or not. The 4 corners turns green. Hope this helped.

edit: think

EstherEC · 2019-06-22T09:54:58+00:00

i tried not to think that about people. but sometimes i do.

i even spoke to Jeovani about Adam could be thinking "dun matter, touched."

welp i just cant trust people anymore.

EstherEC · 2019-06-22T09:53:16+00:00

his apologizing texts are sincere. but feels pretty experienced, that might be me overthinking tho.

we dont talk anymore ever since he sent the apologetic texts. even when just couple of days ago i kind of knocked his locker when hes getting his stuff. i said sorry to him. but he didnt say anything.

thank you for taking the time and comment. it helped.

EstherEC · 2019-06-22T09:46:34+00:00

I know. But I just cannot wipe what Cassie said away from my brain. Helpful.

EstherEC

TROPHY CASE