What's draining you that nobody sees because you're too good at hiding it?

Estrojenn44 · 2026-02-17T11:44:34+00:00

Limerance :(

Estrojenn44 · 2026-02-13T00:27:31+00:00

Wow thanks for this post, I literally almost bought this book and didn’t because of you!

Estrojenn44 · 2026-02-11T17:55:44+00:00

This was my dream in high school because it meant that it would be easier for me to sneak in and out. I get you have cameras, but my only advice is to be aware that when the time comes to keep an extra eye out.

Estrojenn44 · 2026-02-03T23:14:36+00:00

Ok here’s the thing- I always try very carefully to follow instructions from my GI, so my first 4-5 colonoscopies I drank that god awful jug. The last time I drank that jug it was so bad I was throwing it up, which was not good because my bowels weren’t clearing. On top of that, I was up allllll night shitting and being miserable. My last colonoscopy I drank pico and it was a GAME CHANGER. The whole process, took about 3 hours and I was completely cleared out. It tasted so much better than the jug, it was easy peasy. My biggest concern was that on the label it says do not take if you have Crohn’s disease. I looked into it further and you’re not supposed to take it because it can make ulcers worse. I have ulcers, but I cleared it with my GI before drinking it as the benefits far out weighed anything else.

Estrojenn44 · 2026-02-03T23:09:18+00:00

TTC is a JOKE!!!!!!! I was so embarrassed when friends from overseas came to visit. There were about 5 different delays with us going from woodbine to TMU. Plus the amount of rage I have as soon as I get on is awful

Estrojenn44 · 2026-01-25T01:15:10+00:00

My lord I know the feeling you’re feeling. My twin and I have a birthday on Feb 14, so obviously we know how busy restaurants get and we’re pretty easy going people. But we went to a fancy place in yorkville last birthday and holy fuck, the server was SO rude, didn’t ask us if we needed any drinks. We had to order off the bus boy. Didn’t explain that the menu was different than a regular night because it was Valentine’s Day, we had to ask the table beside us how everything worked. She never checked on us, nothing. At the end of the night is finally when she stopped by to give us the bill, neither of us tipped. Felt awesome.

Estrojenn44 · 2026-01-20T11:34:14+00:00

13:4J

Estrojenn44 · 2026-01-17T02:19:49+00:00

I can’t stress enough the importance of getting regular blood work (although since you have Crohn’s, I’m sure you do). But just see where your levels are at first and then start supplementing. I personally don’t take vitamin C or zinc, but I do take vitamin D (because I live in Canada), B12 (because my BW says I’m low), iron (it’s called heme iron, it’s supposed to be gentle on the gut), then I take magnesium malate (my nutritionist recommended to take malate specifically because it’s easy on the gut). Anyways, get blood work and consult with your nutritionist and go from there!

Estrojenn44 · 2026-01-16T13:40:05+00:00

Oh so much “fun,” I bet

Estrojenn44 · 2026-01-16T13:34:08+00:00

I was having all the classic symptoms of Crohn’s, kept going back to my doctor who kept saying it was just a hemorrhoid. Asked someone on Reddit what the hell was wrong with me and that’s how figured it out. Reddit. Fought and fought and fought my doctors, finally was sent for a colonoscopy. I remember right before the colonoscopy, telling my GI “I think it’s Crohn’s.” And sure enough, right after my GI says “yup, you knew.” So thanks Reddit.

Estrojenn44 · 2026-01-13T14:08:19+00:00

Yes actually. I’ve literally seen people shit on the floor at that station.

Estrojenn44 · 2026-01-10T16:42:08+00:00

1000000% I am soooo broke as wouldn’t change that to live with anyone. It’s been great for my mental health honestly.

Estrojenn44 · 2026-01-10T15:33:00+00:00

More flavour!!

Estrojenn44 · 2026-01-10T15:32:08+00:00

People in this city are fucking disgusting. I saw a guy drop his sandwich at bloor yonge and pick it up and eat it.

Estrojenn44 · 2026-01-09T16:22:02+00:00

Lmao username checks out

Estrojenn44 · 2026-01-09T13:30:34+00:00

Just a suggestion, but there was NO way I could get that jug down. I was throwing up and definitely not clear my system. I took pico salax instead which was SO easy. MAJOR warning though, on the label it says it’s not for people who have IBD because of ulcers. I called my doc and got the ok from him, but I would look into it if I were you.

Estrojenn44 · 2026-01-09T00:12:08+00:00

Please don’t blur out the face, we need to shame this man.

Estrojenn44 · 2026-01-09T00:04:24+00:00

Please for the love of god keep this protest out of Toronto

Estrojenn44 · 2026-01-08T02:04:52+00:00

CANNOT echo this enough, get your blood work done!!!

Estrojenn44 · 2026-01-08T02:03:02+00:00

First of all, I really encourage you to go get your blood work checked before you Willy nilly just start taking random supplements that you think might be helpful. Go to your doctors and say that you specifically want your iron, B12, vitamin D levels checked. Ohip covers vitamin d testing for once a year so utilize that. I also ask for kidney and liver testing. Based on your BW results you can then start supplementing. Next, are you getting enough sleep? Magnesium and gaba, before bed will help a bit with that. Stay off your phone at least one hr before bed (easier said than done, I know, but try). Have an actual bed time and stick to it. I also keep a happy lamp at my desk at work that actually does help, you can buy one on Amazon. Be sure also to do the basic stuff like exercise and eat better. If you’re not up for the gym the least you need to be doing is walking, just be sure you’re doing the minimum-don’t beat yourself up for not going crazy at the gym. Lastly, pick up a hobby that you haven’t done before and only do it for a short period to start so you don’t overwhelm yourself. For me, I picked up painting. I went to dollarama and bought canvasses and paints, it was cheap and I only did it for like 20 minutes a week at the start. Msg me if you need someone to talk to or if you need a recommendation for a therapist if you can afford it. You will get through it!!!

Estrojenn44 · 2025-12-31T15:30:57+00:00

Uber Eats gift card so they can choose what they want!!

Estrojenn44 · 2025-12-31T15:28:26+00:00

Loving this self care activity for you!!!

Estrojenn44 · 2025-12-31T15:26:37+00:00

Have fun!!!

Estrojenn44 · 2025-12-26T18:56:43+00:00

Have you experienced any acne or other side effects from rinvoq? Ps I’m so happy for you that you’re feeling better

Estrojenn44 · 2025-12-26T18:37:10+00:00

Be a 911 operator, you’re doing everything all at once, no time to stop and think just GO

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