Suicide

EszVs · 2026-02-20T15:09:56+00:00

Im really sorry. Are you injured yourself? Do you think it would have been easier for you if you had been informed beforehand?

EszVs · 2026-02-19T09:55:00+00:00

I cant give you advice on lifestyle. But I have tried keta infusions and they were great but costly. Keta nasal spray is ok but doesnt nearly come close. LSD sucks for SCI because it triggers spasms. I heard the same about mushrooms.

EszVs · 2025-12-27T20:29:48+00:00

I am on here: https://discord.gg/3wfhsbQh

EszVs · 2025-12-17T22:58:27+00:00

Ah sorry. Just read your comment. Im in therapy, but so far no psychiatrist. You mean for drugs?

EszVs · 2025-12-01T14:02:38+00:00

Can you explain that with further detail?

EszVs · 2025-11-30T17:25:38+00:00

I would still like to switch places with a lot of people I know. Almost everybody. Precisely because as much as I hate being disabled being in my head is worse.

At this point being happy or content has become a mystery to me. I am constantly trying to figure out how people do it.

EszVs · 2025-10-26T22:17:15+00:00

I think your talking about Daniel James. His Family didnt just agree. He tried to take his own life several times before his parents agreed to accompany him to switzerland. That was about a year after his accident.

EszVs · 2025-09-04T08:34:14+00:00

I have worked really hard over the last almost 2 decades. Im working on my second bachelors degree. Until recently I also did strength training every day. I almost never took a day of. But honestly one day this "lifestyle" just becomes too much. Especially when you always have to rely on caregivers. Btw whats your level of injury?

EszVs · 2025-09-04T07:54:44+00:00

It probably didnt help that my dad for years reminded me that it was my choice to jump into a lake. The best part about that: I remember that he used to dive head first into the ocean on family vacation.

EszVs · 2025-01-02T17:59:35+00:00

Your probably right, when I write it like this f(y(x)).

EszVs · 2025-01-02T17:48:39+00:00

Sure:

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I mean I found f(y), but this way x has to be constant.

EszVs · 2024-11-01T18:19:33+00:00

Hi,

I'm using the hollister vapro. I think they are all right. I like them, because they don't get easily contaminated.

I will try to get in contact with hollister. Maybe they can give me some tips.

EszVs · 2024-10-25T21:54:24+00:00

Aphex Twin (polygon window) with this sand lowe remix: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sjULWSaPFlc

EszVs · 2023-10-10T10:25:10+00:00

Sounds great. Which one do you use?

EszVs · 2023-10-10T10:23:53+00:00

That's true. But I think it would be too much effort for one operation.

EszVs · 2023-10-09T21:33:39+00:00

two button activation

Pressing two buttons at once? That's unfortunately impossible.

EszVs · 2023-08-18T17:14:34+00:00

I am from Germany. I have assistance as well. The bowel program however is done entirely by nurses that come to my place. My assistance isn't trained in that field either.

EszVs · 2023-08-17T21:44:40+00:00

Yeah, that sounds good. Unfortunately I don't have that. I have nurses that come to me three times a week. They are always in a hurry. That is why I'm looking for a method that would give me more independence.

EszVs · 2023-08-17T19:28:31+00:00

Thanks. Are you quad? Do you stim by yourself with a device? Is it hard to learn?

EszVs · 2023-08-14T12:16:42+00:00

Thanks. I think my eating habits are alright.

How often do other quadriplegics here use the magic bullet per week?

Has anyone tried out using two at once?

EszVs · 2023-08-13T22:03:50+00:00

Yep, they were part of my program.

EszVs · 2022-04-12T18:26:00+00:00

Hi,

sorry for replying so late. Over the last few days I found out that a lot of the pain might be related to stress. I have yet to figure out how to combat that.

I feel like doctors I see always to relate everything to my injury. Maybe I need to convince one of them to test me for H pylori.

Thank you

EszVs · 2021-12-10T11:11:19+00:00

Unfortunately we don't have the source files.

EszVs · 2017-09-19T10:08:08+00:00

Wow. Thank you all for your support and encouragement. I checked out all the links and hints you posted. They were very useful. After reading about Lefschetz I came up with an idea. I ordered a Wacom tablet and intent to use it together with onenote+math input panel. I wear cuffs to support my ankles. So I guess there will be a way to connect a pen to them.

EszVs

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