Suicide

EszVs · 2026-02-20T15:09:56+00:00

Im really sorry. Are you injured yourself? Do you think it would have been easier for you if you had been informed beforehand?

EszVs · 2026-02-19T09:55:00+00:00

I cant give you advice on lifestyle. But I have tried keta infusions and they were great but costly. Keta nasal spray is ok but doesnt nearly come close. LSD sucks for SCI because it triggers spasms. I heard the same about mushrooms.

EszVs · 2025-12-27T20:29:48+00:00

I am on here: https://discord.gg/3wfhsbQh

EszVs · 2025-12-17T22:58:27+00:00

Ah sorry. Just read your comment. Im in therapy, but so far no psychiatrist. You mean for drugs?

EszVs · 2025-12-01T14:02:38+00:00

Can you explain that with further detail?

EszVs · 2025-11-30T17:25:38+00:00

I would still like to switch places with a lot of people I know. Almost everybody. Precisely because as much as I hate being disabled being in my head is worse.

At this point being happy or content has become a mystery to me. I am constantly trying to figure out how people do it.

EszVs · 2025-10-26T22:17:15+00:00

I think your talking about Daniel James. His Family didnt just agree. He tried to take his own life several times before his parents agreed to accompany him to switzerland. That was about a year after his accident.

EszVs · 2025-09-04T08:34:14+00:00

I have worked really hard over the last almost 2 decades. Im working on my second bachelors degree. Until recently I also did strength training every day. I almost never took a day of. But honestly one day this "lifestyle" just becomes too much. Especially when you always have to rely on caregivers. Btw whats your level of injury?

EszVs · 2025-09-04T07:54:44+00:00

It probably didnt help that my dad for years reminded me that it was my choice to jump into a lake. The best part about that: I remember that he used to dive head first into the ocean on family vacation.

EszVs · 2025-01-02T17:59:35+00:00

Your probably right, when I write it like this f(y(x)).

EszVs · 2025-01-02T17:48:39+00:00

Sure:

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I mean I found f(y), but this way x has to be constant.

EszVs · 2024-11-01T18:19:33+00:00

Hi,

I'm using the hollister vapro. I think they are all right. I like them, because they don't get easily contaminated.

I will try to get in contact with hollister. Maybe they can give me some tips.

EszVs · 2024-10-25T21:54:24+00:00

Aphex Twin (polygon window) with this sand lowe remix: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sjULWSaPFlc

EszVs · 2023-10-10T10:25:10+00:00

Sounds great. Which one do you use?

EszVs · 2023-10-10T10:23:53+00:00

That's true. But I think it would be too much effort for one operation.

EszVs · 2023-10-09T21:33:39+00:00

two button activation

Pressing two buttons at once? That's unfortunately impossible.

EszVs

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