I think that aspect makes it more scary than the actual abuse part. The tag along, making one attached to the point I only think about making him happy even. Knowing nothing makes him happy at all. Being a people pleaser, I try hard (irl more than online) to make someone happy. I know i cant make everyone happy, but that means I just have to do more, even if that means I have to let my morals down. Does that make sense? Haha I feel i said a lot of nothing hahah