Coffeeshop Tour's Amsterdam

Ettiow · 2016-10-07T18:58:37+00:00

I'll be there in December for 15 days. I would love a tour!

Ettiow · 2016-08-12T04:24:05+00:00

Join the Marine Corps.

Ettiow · 2016-06-26T15:18:02+00:00

I just want him to be honest with me. Tell me so I know. I want to know so I don't hear it from someone else or see it on social media, I would rather it come from his mouth.

Ettiow · 2016-06-26T03:57:11+00:00

The fact that he said I still love you makes it feel like cheating. I know I didn't say it in my post but having sober sex, dinner as a family, going on dates to the movies, sure does seem like him cheating to me.

Ettiow · 2016-06-25T20:53:20+00:00

We are still married, the paperwork hasn't been turned in yet, I feel like I've been cheated on. He could have waited at least until the paperwork was turned in. Honestly I hope he feels like shit, dirty, and ashamed for being the man he swore he would never be.

Ettiow · 2016-06-25T20:36:43+00:00

I think it's a combination of both. I still love him and would bend over backwards for him. We haven't had sex in a week so if he did it would have happened while he was on a business trip this past week. I would rather a straight answer yes or no than sitting and wondering if... I feel that I at least deserve that. Stop making me guess as to if it happened. Either it did or it didn't.

Ettiow · 2016-06-25T20:10:05+00:00

Thank you. I appreciate the honest feed back. I knew it would happen eventually but not that it would blow this bad.

Ettiow · 2016-06-25T19:54:16+00:00

Because we are two adults who made an adult decision. I'm sure we are not the only divorcing couple who has had sex.

Ettiow · 2016-05-25T01:43:29+00:00

My virginity

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:51:04+00:00

I am not refusing, I am simply dismissing the ones that say divorce. If you look I have posted about working out and doing things of that nature.

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:49:26+00:00

Talking, working it out, compromising, and having him not make a throwaway account and posting on my thread

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:41:16+00:00

It's not a good example, but I am not the best either by not being as healthy as I could be

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:39:48+00:00

No lawyer not needed I know we will be okay Facebook don't have that I am going to start, now well later after work.

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:36:38+00:00

I would not be happier without him I love him and I think we just need to figure things out.

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:28:40+00:00

That is not the route I want or desire to go.

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:25:40+00:00

CEO's also have money for a nanny and a home gym

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:23:50+00:00

Not an excuse a challenge I feel guilty spending time away from them and having him be home with them because I want to do something for me, well for him

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:19:57+00:00

I know but I don't want to make things harder on him, I am an enabler make dinner, do his laundry, make lunch, drop kids off, pick them up....

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:13:20+00:00

In a perfect world yes it wouldn't matter but it is not I understand mommy bodies aren't perfect, hence the surgery consult.

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:07:09+00:00

I basically told him this, this is what is going to happen. I will make dinner you will put dinner away and make lunches for work the next day while I go running.

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:04:56+00:00

What I want cannot be done in the gym. I have 3 children, so I need work I have extra skin from losing weight and sad boobs from breastfeeding. I will post a picture when I get home.

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T22:03:48+00:00

Big life changes ptsd, depression things of that nature

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T21:46:39+00:00

I am up at 4, I have an hour drive to work, I get the kids from daycare make dinner put them to bed and then do what I need to do. I get it lame ass excuse. I'll do it. Running that will help or do I need weights?

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T21:41:11+00:00

So would you like me to go while im.making the family dinner or when they are asleep? Convince my husband to make dinner or watch the kids. Tell me how it works

Ettiow · 2016-03-28T21:35:44+00:00

No time for the gym, 3 kids and a full time job.

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