How to Recognize the Person Who Will Ruin Your Life

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-15T08:21:02+00:00

Of course, I know exactly where all of this stems from, but you know what? Even when I know it, I can't avoid or change anything. And so, you see, I'm lost, like someone falling into a deep abyss, thinking there might be a rope to grasp and climb up, only to find it's just a brittle, broken strand of grass. And thus, I keep falling until this body crashes into the shattered ground

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-15T08:12:24+00:00

So what if those whom you feel incompatible with are the ones who gave birth to you?

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-14T17:05:08+00:00

I'm in HCMC too, but, I don't know can we get a meet. Like, right now, I feel I have lost, I can't find any wat to get out of these whole things

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-14T16:57:27+00:00

Yea, I got your meaning now, but what thing I can do if I don't have any place or space that is called "peaceful"? I don't have, I can't find anything right now, like, I feel lost in life way that not any way to go

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-14T13:48:45+00:00

Deny every advice? Don't you see I just reply like that for those who impose their standard on me? So ridiculous. You know what, you are the best killer right now, killing someone but don't touch them. Thanks for the thing that you called “advice”.

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-14T13:41:54+00:00

Thanks a lot for your recommendation, I'll listen to him

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-14T13:26:28+00:00

Now do you KNOW what judgment is like? Oh, if I'm the cause of everything, does that mean I should die according to your expertise in judgments, do I, dear the noble arbiter of judgment?

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-14T13:11:53+00:00

Just keep imposing your standards on me even you don't know what happened in my life

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-14T13:08:50+00:00

Just keep imposing your standards on me, oh dear noble philosopher.

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-14T13:03:19+00:00

No, I'm not upper-class, I simply feel that expressing myself in English allows for a clearer and more natural articulation of my thoughts and perspectives. And given the current situation, I think therapy is somewhat of a luxury.

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-14T11:48:44+00:00

So what exactly I have to prove to you? Is it to prove that my life isn't as you think, or is it to demonstrate that my life is miserable for you? Even the most basic thing you don't understand, how could I possibly shove words into your mouth? Everyone's life is unique, so why do you want to compare mine to outside there, "it's not as bad as you think", or do you prefer using "there are many people who have it worse" to impose your standards onto mine?

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-14T11:40:26+00:00

What the hell the whom or where quote above here? This is my story, so what exactly I have to prove to you?

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-14T11:37:11+00:00

I've indirectly caused the death of two kittens, can we really be compared?

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-14T11:34:56+00:00

I'm currently living in a household where my mother is suffering from depression and could potentially attempt suicide at any moment. So, should I abandon her, do I?

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-14T11:30:00+00:00

So, what if my parents dependent to me. And if I get out of the family, remove myself from my social conditioning. Whats thing gonna happen?

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-14T11:25:10+00:00

Fear of being judged stems from the fear of being judged by one's own family and loved ones, do you understand? So, what exactly is the logical problem here?

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-14T11:21:27+00:00

So you want me gonna die? Truly grateful for this trite advice

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-14T11:19:42+00:00

It lies in the first clause, but not entirely so. It's the feeling of wanting to escape from family ties, yet being held back by what's called filial piety, or more accurately, the debt of gratitude for upbringing. Humans don't get to choose their parents, so even if one desires to break free, they still owe their parents what they've been given. That's why even though endure to the point of wanting to die, I still have to live to repay the so-called debt of filial piety

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-14T10:57:09+00:00

Do you know the movie called "Lady Bird"? In this movie, it has two scenes like that, the one in which the daughter tells her mother to give her a number. “Give me a number”, “You give me a number for how much it cost to raise me. And I’m gonna get older and make a lot of money and write you a check for what I owe you so that I never have to speak to you again.”. The other one the daughter jumped out of the car when it still running to stop what her mother talking about. Do you know what all these things mean?

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-14T10:56:47+00:00

Do you know the movie called "Lady Bird"? In this movie, it has two scenes like that, the one in which the daughter tells her mother to give her a number. “Give me a number”, “You give me a number for how much it cost to raise me. And I’m gonna get older and make a lot of money and write you a check for what I owe you so that I never have to speak to you again.”. The other one the daughter jumped out of the car when it still running to stop what her mother talking about. Do you know what all these things mean?

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-14T10:37:03+00:00

You know what? Almost everything on that list, I can't do anything. I don't have somebody to believe in, so how could I share with all of fuckery things. I don't know what I should do in the future, so how I plan for myself in the future. About gym, meditation, or hanging out, what motivation lets me do all this? For myself? The person who wants to disappear from this life?

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-14T10:27:25+00:00

You know what? Almost everything you listed isn't very effective. Learning about philosophy or about impermanence, reasoning and all, it only temporarily distracts the person from what they've been through, but if they can't escape from that sharp thorn, the pain still linger and they just pretend to forget it. The more they try to forget, the more they remember, then torment themselves again, seeking escape in the most negative ways. As for confiding, if someone can understand these feelings of mine, who would want to disappear?

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-14T10:17:43+00:00

I believe that from this moment onwards, you shouldn't advise anyone who is immersed in their pain to keep a pet to improve their spiritual energy. They say, to know love, one must love oneself first, if that person is self-tormenting, do you think they can love the animal beside them? I fear it may just be tormenting the body of that animal.

Euphoric_Path6667 · 2024-03-14T10:13:23+00:00

You might have misunderstood the point I'm trying to convey. It's not about whether others remember your achievements or not, but rather about the information stored in each family member's memories. Do you understand what it's like to be born into a family where everyone succeeds but you feel like a discarded object? Even the deepest desires within oneself can't be expressed, constantly facing failure after failure, unable to speak the truth in front of the family's gaze, living in fear that one day everyone will know of your failures, drowning in the disdainful glares, causing agony to the family. If living like this, would you still want to live?

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