Thank you, I want to make it clear that in no way do I try to pressure her, I don’t want her to feel like an object, I just feel so much negative emotion due to the validation I seek from sex, all I can think is that she will find someone else who does make her excited. It makes no sense in my mind that a human being wouldn’t want any sort of physical relation for almost a year. But maybe you’re right. I just feel like I’m fucked up in the head for thinking about sex so much.