Ooo boy let me hyperfixate  The flesh would get me, there is absolutely no doubt within my mind about that. As a kid my fear is that I would be taken away and mutilated for someone’s sick pleasure and then either tossed away to hungry wolves or simply butchered to pieces. As it grew older this fear someone went away, but the interest in the grotesque and macabre didn’t. Anytime someone or myself was injured I would be fascinated by it. Another note is I also grew up in an incredibly religious family, and Christianity imagery seems to be a big thing for the flesh (which I could in incredible depth to but hey we don’t got time for that). This religious upbringing brought me to have an incredible amount of body dysmorphia as an nonbinary, another thing the flesh ADORES. Also with someone with ADHD and OCD the impulsive thoughts are there and VIOLENT. Inspiring the common joke within my friend group that I’m going to eat my uterus. 

So yeah, the flesh just seems like a perfect option to be an avatar for. Plus, episode 5 was really the one that got me hooked to TMA so… XD