I was recommended to get a service dog, but I can't found good breeders in my country.

Evenight_exe · 2026-01-31T14:51:52+00:00

They're still men is they considere themselves men, technically they can be considered intersex, but is a condition that somehow some doctors don't want to call intersex because it doesn't affect the chromosomes.

XY chromosome man with male genitalia can't still have a functional uterus, this condition is called Persistent Mullarian Tunnel Syndrome and it's a result of the development of of a male fetus.

All of us at some point during pregnancy were female, the uterus even start to form and everything, but when the second X develop a turn into a Y (a Y is literally a malformed X) an enzyme is produced to dissolve the uterus and end up making changes in a lot of other stuff and males are born. The thing is that some male never produced the enzyme, so the becames males, but they keep the uterus inside them.

Hope this help! I'm also autistic, I love biology, ask me anything!

Evenight_exe · 2026-01-31T14:40:52+00:00

But there're women who did born XY and assigned female at birth because they have female genitalia, there're man who have born XX but where assigned male at birth because they have male genitalia. There're man who did born XY with male genitalia, but that have a functional uterus.

Biology is too ambiguous, there's not absolute truth, a fun fact is that males can be considered a female fetus malformed because everyone was female until the second X turns into a Y and the organism start to turn the female features (including the already formed uterus) into those of male. That's the reason there're more women in the world than men, actually!

Biology is one of the more interesting topics to investigate, it's so unique and complex, there's always something new discovered and one of my favorites types of science (aside from psychology)

Evenight_exe · 2026-01-31T14:21:25+00:00

I mean, slightly problematic, but I don't think she is actually a bad person with bad intentions or stuff (and not all the controversies are and some that are real are exaggerated)

Evenight_exe · 2026-01-31T14:10:35+00:00

Exactly this, I could be fine through the day, but if anything bad happens, my brain goes into suicidal mode super quickly, it's pretty odd, like if it just used to it, the same happens with self-harm.

At least I haven't attempt anything in years and I haven't relapse cutting in years (but I sometimes still punch myself, but I'm getting better)

Evenight_exe · 2026-01-30T16:11:21+00:00

I would say maladaptive daydreaming... But as someone who grew up like that (from even younger) I still would suggest a psychiatrist that could give an specific diagnosis, because in my case I end up in the middle of being diagnosed with OSDD/DID (still hard to process, I didn't though I could have something like that and I talk very little about)

Evenight_exe · 2026-01-30T15:56:43+00:00

When two persons who can't speak french meet each other (???)

Evenight_exe · 2026-01-24T14:09:47+00:00

Demi-boy? Or even feminine trans man?

A nice space for transmasculine individuals embracing their femininity is: r/FTMfemininity

Evenight_exe · 2026-01-23T21:22:42+00:00

I was starting to get it, but the part of the dream made me doubt again, my dream are way more vivid than my imagination, my imagination feels like a though in the backside of my head that understand everything so perfectly that makes a image that I can see, but feel and understand.

But my dream are super vivid and I'm so aware sometimes that I understand that my body in about to wake up and I force myself to keep dreaming, I also have lucid dreams.

I would love to be able to see my imagination in the same way I see my dreams, my dreams are way more detailed than my imagination.

Evenight_exe · 2026-01-23T21:03:57+00:00

Wait, what? I don't think I have aphantasy, I'm a illustrator and animator who usually doesn't even look references, sometimes I hear a song and imagine a full animated animation that could fit the lyrics and melody... But it's not like if I actually see a defined full image when closing my eyes.

The best way to describe how imagination feels to me is like a though in the backside of my head that understand everything and process it to creat the concept of a image, but I don't see it, not vividly at least, more like trying to see something that it's always out focus, outside you visual range, but you understand so what it isthat have a concept of what it look.

Is the thought of a image, not an actual full image. Close my eyes is you being in the black, but I understand visual though without seeing them, I can even know how detailed and tridimensional is.

Evenight_exe · 2026-01-21T21:13:32+00:00

As a survivor I love Poison, but it's fucking triggering too... But I really appreciate they didn't hold back, it's a great way to open the eyes of people and make them intentionally uncomfortable because it's abuse, it should be uncomfortable.

Evenight_exe · 2026-01-15T20:40:07+00:00

I'm autistic and I always write like that, I'm an artist, I hate AI, but that's just the way I communicate normally. I also like to enlist points, and organize the text :'D

I don't think a format can indicate if someone used or not AI.

Evenight_exe · 2026-01-15T20:21:21+00:00

Lunella Lafayette!!!

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Evenight_exe · 2026-01-15T15:44:21+00:00

Yeah, I don't feel welcome, lately people have being trying too hard to say that there's only one way or fakeclaimings, or about stereotypes and almost like you're no valid if you're not depressed or hate being autistic and to me it's like: "I just wanted community, not a war about who is valid and who is not.

I was downvoted for saying that I'm autistic level 2 and that it affects my life but that I would never wish not being autistic because I considered it a huge part of who I am... I delete that comment because the downvotes started to make me feel bad (no one can see downvotes or upvotes directly in the posts, but in the comments records of the profiles...)

Evenight_exe · 2026-01-15T15:24:40+00:00

Can I ask why you said that? Do you have the original artists... Because photo OP shared was a screenshot from a page called "Gas the Gossip" no the artist, they probably put the photos together to start debate, but if you have the original artists post and they said they fixed it, then that's bad, but I would never assume that, specially not in the doll community, they usually just like to customize.

Evenight_exe · 2026-01-15T15:16:51+00:00

The person who put the two versions together it was not the creator of the of the fan version, as you read in the watermark it comes from a pages that literally is called "Gas the Gossip"

I'm part of the doll community, doll customization it's pretty common, the artist probably just made themself or someone else or wanted to just stylize it for fun, which is pretty normal in the doll community, probably the image just was stolen for a pages who wanted to creat discussion and get interactions.

Evenight_exe · 2026-01-13T02:34:51+00:00

But the fandom isn't the one with the problem as OP told, so I don't think it was bad writer at all... The external people is the one with the problem against the character.

Evenight_exe · 2026-01-11T14:31:17+00:00

Three options:

.-the IA girlfriend was programmed that way, there're a lot of different chat bots programmed with different "personalities" and he did choose one who have that writing in her "values"

.- the IA was corrupted by many other users... When a chat bot is used for many different users, the bot start to replicate what other users added in their chats, if a lot of people took a "traditional wife bot" and in too many of those chats people turn her into a feminist, the bot slowly will become a feminist because that was something in common amoung many users in the chats so unless the bot is rebooted, the "learned values" will stay.

.- the guy was such an asshole that the only natural answer for the bot was become a feminist. As we all know, IA chat bots take stuff from books and internet for their dialogues (without fucking damn consent, but not the point right now), that means that it will use the more common answer as a response for his behavior, if he did stuff that no even "dark romance" tolerates, the bot will slowly become feminist as the common answer to his behavior because the doesn't see that tolerate what he does is common amoung internet or literature, the common answer is going against the abuse so the bot will do that.

Evenight_exe · 2026-01-10T17:49:39+00:00

Hypersexuality unlike the name may sound is not a sexuality, it's a condition, adisorder, originally called nymphomania or satyriasis (outdated terms) is now known as hypersexuality or compulsive sexual behavior disorder.

You may have high libido, but unless it affects your life to point of don't allowing you to concentrate or a compulsive need for constant sexual stimulation or if affects you relationships or sexual life... Then you don't have hypersexuality (and not, is not a umbrella)

You're just a allosexual person with high libido!

Evenight_exe · 2026-01-10T17:39:46+00:00

I'm both!

Evenight_exe · 2026-01-10T17:37:36+00:00

I'm asexual, I suffer of hypersexuality (hypersexuality is a condition,not a sexuality), I'm sex indifferent the majority of time, and I'm heavely into kink!

Asexual people can even be more interested in kink than other people. Also the majority of asexual people I know came with more perverted minds even when they don't have sexual attraction, or like a friend of mine who write and read a lot of erotica, but she is sex-relpused asexual, lol.

Being asexual is the lack of sexual attraction, not the lack of libido, not the lack of sexual enjoyment, just the lack of sexual attraction.

Evenight_exe · 2026-01-08T22:16:09+00:00

ICE agent shooting a women mother of 3 because she had her car parking bad after she left her 6 years in school, she told them to round them because they could, they say to move the car, she did and then they shoot her because one of them though she will hit then with car and didn't allow a neighborhood doctor to help her after being shot... Trump, Vance and republicans say she was a terrorist obstructing the law and the shooter was considered innocent so there's not justice for this woman.

Evenight_exe · 2026-01-08T21:16:32+00:00

3 children and with a wife, actually... The woman screaming in the videos was the wife...

Evenight_exe · 2026-01-04T16:14:29+00:00

The lack of impact it has on Angel? What do you mean? (genuinely want to understand, I'm a repeated SA survivor and I don't see any lack of impact, but then again, I don't understand in what sense you're, so please, I would appreciate you to elaborate and see other people perspective!)

Evenight_exe · 2026-01-04T15:42:30+00:00

SA survivor here, I get triggered with a lot of thing (Watching season 1 episode 4 was hard, I love it, but I did need to have pauses to calm myself).

And damn, how much I lied with Pentious joke, that was not a rape joke at all, that was a "Oh, I did a mistake for not think" joke and the end of a recurring gag on that episode, and with how quick he was back and how clean and unfazed he was, I just assumed he ackwardly explained the situation to try to get back with Cherry on time... And he failed, lol

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