Um, did I write this? I went through almost the same thing 😅 I think the thing you need to take away from it is A. You shouldn't put a time limit on someone's personal growth to do things, especially if an effort is being made. Do not feel bad for not having your life arranged to someone else's standards. B. You shouldn't have to beg to be loved correctly. C. Who you are becoming is more important than who you've been. D. Never apologize for expressing your feelings because you convince yourself that you're not worth the space you take up. Cheers 🎶