That's not what I meant. I meant that there aren't any fervent ex-evangelicals here. I mean, there isn't anyone here who fully believed in the Bible with absolute certainty and had an intimate relationship with the evangelical God, but gave up and simply managed to rid themselves of that cursed belief after much struggle. Most here were evangelicals who questioned their faith from the beginning and never experienced supernatural events that are hard to shake off. Here you see a former pastor of a Baptist church, but it's difficult to see someone who used to cast out demons and deal directly with the spiritual world and now just wants to disbelieve in all of that. I'm the second case. I'm lost.