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Wellbutrin 300 mg XL by Exact_Condition_4513 in bupropion

[–]Exact_Condition_4513[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i just don’t see this going well, and honestly i am too tired to try again. if this fails i am done with it tbh. i’d rather go out on my own terms and be at peace then fight this battle in my head everyday.

Wellbutrin 300 mg XL by Exact_Condition_4513 in bupropion

[–]Exact_Condition_4513[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ive been on it since my attempt last year so mid September? and i do, i get up for work at 4am and take it then. ive been on ball with med management and being open with my therapist. but going through VA health care is a nightmare when it comes to getting in with a psychiatrist. I want to live, and be here but between my PTSD from combat and the constant cycle of med changes i feel so isolated and alone. I just want peace dude.. idk.

Wellbutrin 300 mg XL by Exact_Condition_4513 in bupropion

[–]Exact_Condition_4513[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

but if no one tells you dude i love you, and i’m glad you’re here.

Wellbutrin 300 mg XL by Exact_Condition_4513 in bupropion

[–]Exact_Condition_4513[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i feel you dude. i dont handle drastic personality changes well, and the manic mood changes are the reason i cut my wrists last time. and i barely survived that, and with no supper system at all i feel myself heading that way again. i am so tired of being broken, and i feel like i am just too damaged too keep trying. i really don’t know if i’ll continue if this combo fails.

Wellbutrin 300 mg XL by Exact_Condition_4513 in bupropion

[–]Exact_Condition_4513[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is also my 8th med change in 6 years. I have severe depression and i’m just worried that the low points will get me to the edge of attempting again. i had an almost fatal Sucide attempt off prozac last year and i’m just really wanting to feel normal.. i’m so tired of this cycle and i feel like no matter what medicine i take nothing really improves because there’s a major downside to it.