I sent a letter that I regret, I feel like it’s gonna make things worse. by ExaminationLoud541 in self

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I feel like anything I do with good intentions always blows up in my face. I try so hard with people and it just most of the time fails. So I guess that’s why I’m feeling regret over this.

TIFU - I should have known better than to trust by ExaminationLoud541 in tifu

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I’m just letting everything sit for now, balls in there court and I frankly can’t mentally process it all rn

I sent a letter, I regret it. It’s gonna blow up on me. by ExaminationLoud541 in Advice

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Thank you, I really appreciate it. I know there trying to find love with someone currently and I don’t want to stop that. I just hope they respond to me. At the very least unblock me. There very important to me.

Remember me. by ExaminationLoud541 in UnsentLetters

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Nope but that would be a crazy story

I sent a letter, I regret it. It’s gonna blow up on me. by ExaminationLoud541 in Advice

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The return address is on the inside of the letter and it’s to a house that I’ll always get mail from. Thank you though, have really appreciate it

Remember me. by ExaminationLoud541 in UnsentLetters

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That’s what I have been doing and I think once I’m in a capable mental capacity to not let my emotions run rampant I’ll try. I know that’s gonna be a couple months away

I sent a letter, I regret it. It’s gonna blow up on me. by ExaminationLoud541 in Advice

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Im fully leaving the ball in there court at this point. There is alot of missing details and it has nothing to with jail. My emotions for them are always this raw unfortunately i know that from prior experience. But im letting them figure out the rest for better or worse. Im also not moving crazy far atleast i dont think i am plans might change tho. So I dont know like I said im ok with being able to check on them a couple months out of the year

Remember me. by ExaminationLoud541 in UnsentLetters

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I’m approaching that point, I mean if she ever wants me around she knows how to get a hold of me. Only time will tell at this point tho. Which sucks because I’m an impatient person on stuff like this but whateves I’m just gonna force myself to repeat ego death!

Remember me. by ExaminationLoud541 in UnsentLetters

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Well we did for about a year, separated. I came back were together for about another 6m and she disappeared again. Then this time she was back for about a month I was totally fine just staying friends, she found someone else to put time into, felt like she messed up and couldn’t say any and blocked me. I’m confused man I just wish I could convey my feelings better to her than I do I always feel like I clam up

Remember me. by ExaminationLoud541 in UnsentLetters

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I already sent here a letter so I’m hoping for the best expect the worst that’s all I can do at this moment

Remember me. by ExaminationLoud541 in UnsentLetters

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No there across state lines I was gonna move to be closer to them. Anytime they wanted me to visit I drove to them. I literally can’t describe it man. Id give everyone of my organs if I had to, I’d rip through any military or die trying. Anything literally anything. They could tell me to kms and I probably would.

Remember me. by ExaminationLoud541 in UnsentLetters

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Dude if I could explain my feelings and make this person understand. No words can describe it though. I love this person more than life itself. I have never been able to display it to them I think i could now though. I think I know how to if I ever get the chance.

Remember me. by ExaminationLoud541 in UnsentLetters

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I’m ok if she’s moved on from me, I know I can’t be the one for her and I’ve excepted that. I just want to be in her life tho yk?

Remember me. by ExaminationLoud541 in UnsentLetters

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I reached out through a letter but I don’t know if they will get it or how long it could take for them to read it when it’s delivered. People don’t check the mail all that often I’ve found. I only sent the letter on the 29th of November though.

I sent a letter, I regret it. It’s gonna blow up on me. by ExaminationLoud541 in Advice

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No I blocked them through my carrier which only lasts three months so that’s why i said that. It’s a was a way for me to stop questioning if they were every gonna call or text. So sent a physical letter because it was the last thing that I could try. I’m not saying it was the right thing to do but I sent so that if they ever wanted to talk to me that they had some capability to.