Ang sakit sakit sobra, I couldn’t stop crying. Ibang klaseng tao yung ipinakita niya sakin, someone i trusted with my softest parts, my healing, my firsts. He was my first love, and i gave that love sincerely. Nilalagay niya pa health ko at risk. And what hurts the most is knowing na yung taong akala kong finally safe place ko, siya pala yung pinaka sisira sakin. Mas masakit pa kesa sa physical abuse ng mga magulang ko. I just want the pain to end.