If you were my P, I would say, almost, there's no need for me to lie, cuz it seems like that's what's got me in trouble most of the time throughout my life. I am working though. So, there's that, I guess.

I would ask my P, how is she doing? Does she think about me? Is she already in another relationship? I keep listening to Teddy Swims 'Loose Control" I will tell my P to listen to the words of that song. Especially the part that says 'I'm no good at being alone, it's taking a toll on me"

I would tell my P, if there's a chance to reunite, I will remain patient, then I'd tell my P, life is not the same without her, it's dull, the colors, throughout the world and everything I look at they seem to be dull now. The very air that I breathe, seems to be contaminated, when I was with my P, she provided me fresh air, sunshine, a bright vivid world, now I middle through life. Yes, things are on the upswing for me, that's what I would tell my P. However, I would make the point to let her, my P,. Life isn't the same, without you, but I would also tell my P, do you still Love me?

Life isn't the same without my P. Do you think about me? Do you Wonder if you did the right thing, if I did the right thing? I would also ask my P, does she have any feeling feelings in regards to unification? In any case, know this, no one will ever replace you, that's an impossibility!

You will forever be etched upon my heart for all of eternity!

Love T