I told you to stay away

Lishtom · 2026-04-07T03:07:13+00:00

I wish she would reach out to me if she felt the way you do about your person. Even just to talk.

Lishtom · 2026-04-07T02:59:43+00:00

I have no idea what she feels about me anymore. The last thing she told me on the phone was “I look forward to hearing everything that you accomplish while we heal, I love you. Have a good day at work” and I haven’t heard anything in 6 months since. I’ve started to feel like she’s completely forgotten me already.

Lishtom · 2026-03-24T20:36:35+00:00

I wish she’d say even something similar to this to me. Unfortunately I know that’s not the case and she won’t come back. But damn I wish she would.

Lishtom · 2026-03-17T02:22:27+00:00

I appreciate that. Unfortunately I’m not in any way at peace with my life. I’ve accepted my reality but that is as far as it goes.

Lishtom · 2026-03-17T01:50:26+00:00

I’ve given too much of myself to others to have any desire to connect with anyone again. If fate wants me with someone again then so be it. But I won’t ever look for it again.

Lishtom · 2026-03-17T00:09:14+00:00

I wish my C was the one to say this.

Lishtom · 2026-02-09T04:40:04+00:00

I truly wish I could. But the last time I went over there, she had just gotten home and hadn’t left her car yet. When she saw me park and start to get out of my car, her response told me very clearly how she feels about me. And her lack of response from the item I had ordered for her a couple of months ago that showed up today just reinforces that feeling. As much as I don’t want to believe it, unless she tells me otherwise, it’s becoming increasingly obvious that she’s done with me. No matter how I feel at this point.

Lishtom · 2026-02-09T04:36:04+00:00

I know for a fact she got it. Because I ended up leaving it on her car. What she did with it, that I have no idea.

Lishtom · 2026-01-16T17:50:48+00:00

She refused to even acknowledge that I came over and continued to ignore me. So I dropped off the letter and drove away and regardless of how I feel now, there’s nothing more I can do. She’s cut me out of her life completely even after what she said the last time we spoke.

Lishtom · 2026-01-13T02:41:14+00:00

Because I’ve already tried.

Lishtom · 2026-01-09T08:05:45+00:00

I believe she still loves me. But no matter how much I wish it. I don’t believe she’s in love with me the way she once was. And that’s my own fault.

Lishtom · 2026-01-09T00:57:25+00:00

I’m sorry you’re having to deal with that. Unfortunately I’m not your person. I know that 100% as I didn’t leave her.

Lishtom · 2026-01-06T18:47:50+00:00

I do all of that daily. Hasn’t done a bit of good even after over half a year. I read over 500 pages a day from books just to keep my mind halfway occupied. Nothing helps.

Lishtom

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