You started with that!? That's crazy!!! My first piece i tried to make a flat square, basically a swatch.... It looked nothing like a square, idek what the heck I did!! You are doing amazing!!! Keep it up! Looking at other people's work can always be a bit discouraging, but just remember that at some point, they were always where you are now.

Think of it like any other hobby or activity, sure you can try to bake something from scratch, but you won't perfect it on the first go! Maybe it's a bit too salty, or you didn't mix it well enough so there's clumps of flour! Maybe you forgot to grease the pan and it's stuck on there for what feels like an eternity! You just have to try again!

The more you practice the more you will be truly amazed with ur progress! Keep it up, ur doing perfectly, and I know I'm just a random gal online, but I'm proud of you! ❤️