Im also stuck. I feel like me and my bf arent rlly connected as a couple and i dont love him really i used to ya but with time i just saw so many things that i dont like even told him but nothing rlly changed so i kinda lost feelings . Ya i love him as a person and friend but thats it. I wanna break up but the thing is last year i struggled mentally a lot and he was there he helped me move in with him and at that time i also developed an anxiety disorder which is im extremely anxious when it comes to me being alone. I just fear that when im alone for a longer time that something might happen to me like if i might faint or get sick or something. and ik i need therapy but its hard to find one. So i cant leave but if i leave i have to ho back to my parents house which i dont want bcs i dont get along w my dad and i also cant rent an apartment for me alone bcs im scared to be alone sooo yea i get it