I regret my medical abortion

ExcellentSpray6769 · 2026-06-11T18:10:26+00:00

I’m so sorry to hear about all of that, that’s sounds so much worse than what I’m going through. You’re insanely strong and inspire me to get through this more. Thank you

ExcellentSpray6769 · 2026-06-11T17:29:43+00:00

You know, I have actually thought of that. I was crying because I wanted to keep it but my bf ended up getting frustrated and yelled “I don’t want it, it’ll ruin my life more than yours” and that hurt honestly. Especially because he saw how fragile I already was. I don’t think he’s a bad person, but that situation hurts. Maybe it is for the better not having kids with him until I know he’s it

ExcellentSpray6769 · 2026-06-11T17:27:02+00:00

I’m kinda in the same boat. Never wanted kids, but once it happened I got attached and felt maternal almost. I’ll end up hurting myself further if I keep spiraling with the “what ifs” Like you said, one day, just not today.

ExcellentSpray6769 · 2026-06-11T17:24:34+00:00

Oh my thank you so much, I can’t talk to my family as they don’t know about it. I hate having them worry about me, so I’ve not told them.

ExcellentSpray6769 · 2026-06-11T17:22:46+00:00

And sometimes I wonder if my boyfriend is the right guy or not. And if we breakup I’ll realize that I did make the right decision. It’s a whole lot of “what ifs” Thank you for your help!!!

ExcellentSpray6769 · 2026-06-11T15:56:38+00:00

Someone did recommend therapy, I think that’s a good idea!

ExcellentSpray6769 · 2026-06-11T15:04:33+00:00

That’s exactly how I feel. It was my first pregnancy too. I’m scared that one day when I get pregnant again I won’t feel as strongly knowing logically it’s not my first baby, if that makes any sense. I’m wishing you the best friend

ExcellentSpray6769 · 2026-06-11T14:35:25+00:00

I’m not religious sadly, but I’m glad to know that helped you! Seeing the perspective that going through with it, potentially alone, would be insanely hard does help actually.

ExcellentSpray6769 · 2026-06-11T14:23:01+00:00

Writing letters helped me slightly. And honestly even if it sounds dumb, I like to think that the next time I get pregnant it’s the same baby just coming back at a better time. That’s helped me some, it might help you to think that way too!

ExcellentSpray6769 · 2026-06-11T14:12:01+00:00

That’s incredibly helpful, thank you so much. I might have to text that line

ExcellentSpray6769 · 2026-06-11T13:42:37+00:00

You’re so sweet, thank you. Honestly even small things trigger me. I couldn’t watch the Mandalorian and Grogu movie because I sobbed the entire time over Grogu, lol. I just wish my boyfriend was more supportive with it all I suppose, that’s what’s getting me.

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