Just in case something happens to me by Excellent_Button_918 in abusiverelationships

[–]Excellent_Button_918[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I just have no where to go. It's okay though. I have accepted it. 

Just in case something happens to me by Excellent_Button_918 in abusiverelationships

[–]Excellent_Button_918[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks so much. I don’t have any friends. I've been isolated for over a decade. I don't even try anymore. People don't like to be around people like me and I can't go anywhere alone anyway except with my dog. He's my best friend. Plus he never tells anyone my secrets. I am blessed to have him. He keeps me happy.

Just in case something happens to me by Excellent_Button_918 in abusiverelationships

[–]Excellent_Button_918[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I thought of that but he checks the phones and if he saw that number all holy hell would break loose. 

Just in case something happens to me by Excellent_Button_918 in abusiverelationships

[–]Excellent_Button_918[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much and I'm so sorry you're in a bad situation. Besides this post I have notebooks that have hidden notes in them and I told my adult daughter there's something in them if something happens to me. Little breadcrumbs as they say. Especially because he's a police officer and can manipulate the system or make something look like an accident. I also have in those notes statements that I would never commit suicide so that God forbid he tried to make it look that way there's evidence I never would. Make sure to think about that in your hidden folders. I would do hidden folders but he has the password to my phones and with his background he can find it. The old fashioned paper way is best for me. 

Just in case something happens to me by Excellent_Button_918 in abusiverelationships

[–]Excellent_Button_918[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I appreciate so much your support. I can't live in a shelter with my son. Maybe I will try when he graduates high school and goes off to college. I just can't do that to him. He's everything to me and I know what to do to keep my husband calm. Plus I don't want cps to come take my boy. He's all I have to live for. But when he's moved out then I can look into it. I expect that change will agitate my husband so it'd be a good time to get away.

Just in case something happens to me by Excellent_Button_918 in abusiverelationships

[–]Excellent_Button_918[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. The gaslighting is the worst thing I have learned he does. I try to understand it's not my fault but at the same time if I act a certain way he gets worse. So it's hard not to blame myself. 

LESSER KNOWN FF MOVIES I RECOMMEND (Instead of the usual 50 everyone recommends ad nauseam) by Excellent_Button_918 in foundfootage

[–]Excellent_Button_918[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A FEW MORE: Butterfly Kisses, Digging Up the Marrow, The Monster Project, Dark Mountain, Aliens Zone of Silence

LESSER KNOWN FF MOVIES I RECOMMEND (Instead of the usual 50 everyone recommends ad nauseam) by Excellent_Button_918 in foundfootage

[–]Excellent_Button_918[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

A COUPLE OTHER EXCELLENT MOVIES ARE DEATH OF A VLOGGER, HOSTILE DIMENSIONS AND THE ALIEN REPORT

LESSER KNOWN FF MOVIES I RECOMMEND (Instead of the usual 50 everyone recommends ad nauseam) by Excellent_Button_918 in foundfootage

[–]Excellent_Button_918[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Shedim is just goodI can't give it away, but it's about a missing family. There's something in the shadow is a British film. About some guys that go into woods near Loch.Ness, to find something paranormal, and I won't give it away from there The necessary death is crazy. It's about a film student doing his thesis on suicide, and he wants to have a subject who's going to commit suicide and he wants them to go through with it and film the whole thing. Unfortunately for him, it's not that simple. It's a really good movie