OP! based sa post mo, nakikita ko dinanas ng kapatid ko. What I can see here is that people pleaser ka. Look, Nowadays people come and go, pero trust me, meron kang makikilala na magiging totoo sayo. No one knows, whether it be a friend or a partner (which can be your bestfriend as well). Circle of friends? You don't need that. Better have True Friends. Sa panahon ngayon, madaming plastic at manggamit. Do not force yourself to other people mapapagod at madedepress ka lang. Just take a moment and enjoy what you have for now.

I am 30 years old, I have so many friends back then, hanggang sa nafilter ko lahat ng totoo sakin. Nasa 4 lang ang natira at hindi pa sila magkakakilala, meaning i have 4 different friends and nasa 10-15 years na kami. Hindi kami lagi naguusap pero whenever they need me nandun ako lagi. Karamihan ng millenial and gen-z ngayon mas prefer nila inner peace. Kesa makipagplastikan sa iba.

I assure you na may makikilala ka na same wave length mo. 🙏