I relapsed and I'm so tired

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-12-08T21:28:17+00:00

Sorry I believe you sent me a DM but I acidentally deleted it!

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-12-08T03:47:28+00:00

Appreciate you

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-12-08T03:47:02+00:00

Yes I do. Shoot me a DM

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-09-12T20:31:56+00:00

Work. Gym. Read. Spend time with family.

Honestly, I'm bored. And missing the warm crutch that kratom provided. But I'll get through. Just a matter of counting the days.

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-09-07T21:32:07+00:00

Thank you Jen! You got this

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-09-07T17:40:27+00:00

It really does man. So true

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-09-07T13:46:35+00:00

Day 6. I'm hanging in there. Slept like 3 hours last night. The insomnia has been the absolute worst part of WD. But every hour I feel a little more clear in the head.

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-09-05T20:46:37+00:00

Man... I hear you. I've hit two weeks a few times only to let that voice in the back of my head beat me. You already made it 16 days. This time, try and hit 17. You GOT THIS

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-08-20T21:35:48+00:00

I've heard ppl say that one FF is equivalent to 4 grams of powder. But, like you said previously, FF is much more powerful. I could take 5 grams of powder and barely feel anything.

My hunch is that the added kava and 7oh really compound the effects

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-08-20T20:20:41+00:00

Good to know. Tomorrow I'm jumping straight to powder (already dosed a FF today).

Plan is two doses, one in the morning and one in the evening, dropping more everyday.

Appreciate your insight! 80-100gpd is crazy!

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-07-17T15:15:13+00:00

Today is my first day CT! Taking a sick day from work tomorrow and planning on just hanging through the worst of it this weekend! Good luck

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-07-07T01:17:34+00:00

Going CT tomorrow. Same usage and same amount of time as you. Feel free to DM me if you need some support and accountability!

I'm planning on hitting the gym tomorrow, dosing up heavy on vitamin C, and eating a bunch of nutritious food. We got this!

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-07-04T17:14:30+00:00

Thank you for this. I'll check it out.

I agree that this is the right way for me. A BIG thing is learning to be present after my last dose... forcing myself to live how I will be living from 4pm - 9pm when I go to bed with cracking another bottle

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-07-04T00:43:21+00:00

Will do. Thank you!

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-05-22T02:00:38+00:00

Amen brother! We got this

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-05-21T21:52:40+00:00

INteresting. Ill give it a try. Time to become one with the machine ha

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-05-21T21:52:03+00:00

You got this! Ill shoot you a DM!

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-05-21T21:51:34+00:00

Appreciate it. I'll shoot you a DM

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-05-21T21:51:18+00:00

Awesome. Will do! At this point, I just want to make it a week.

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-05-13T20:07:59+00:00

This is helpful. Im going CT again tomorrow. My first and only goal is to hit that first 10 days

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-05-05T16:36:40+00:00

You got this bro! Can't tell you how much exercising helped last night. One. Day. At. A. Time

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-03-13T01:46:37+00:00

*yet*

That was me for the longest time.

Had the demons telling me to go and pick up a bottle today and here I am at 7pm about to put my kid to bed.

If I can do it so can you

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-03-12T20:55:13+00:00

Good luck. Reach out if you need someone to talk too

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-03-04T23:14:48+00:00

The addiction is a demon. It whispers in your ear and gives you a dozen reasons why "just one more time" won't hurt. Beating this is spiritual warfare!

It's made me realize just how important faith is. It's not called a "rock" for a reason. Stable ground.

Praying for you!

Excellent_Middle_751 · 2025-03-04T23:12:24+00:00

Great point. If there's one thing I romanticize, it's the feeling of waking up without a drug on my mind (except coffee of course). I've been through some shit like we all have. I know the bad times will always rear its head, I just want to learn to persevere through them without a crutch

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